my beloved friend jeeps just can't wait for Saturday to come around...haihh..This Saturday also means that i'm not going to get my beauty sleep until noon.... but i dont know why, it seems to me like Saturday is coming so quick.....jeeps would be happier if she was me :)) jeeps kan?? ni baru muqaddimah.. hak hak hak...
what will happen when you live without the technology??? my en. maxis 'beruk'band has just been rampoked by my en. fiance.... isk isk isk ..therefore, now i feel like living in the ice age again....*sigh* and life started to stress up... works are coming in.... the thing is, saye dah terbiase menjadikan en. berukband sebagai escapism selama ini...di kala boring, dikala gembira mahupun dikala tension...tetapi setelah en fiance buat muke ala2 sedih nk pinjam...maka saye pun bagi je laa...nasib baik laa saye masih boleh menggunakan handphone sbg modem...dan kali ini saya adalah lebih bijak sket dari aritu...saye dah activatekan unlimited access internet pada mobile number saye dan juge saye telah berjaya membuatkan en.tunang bersetuju utk membayar duit internet tersebut..yeayyy!!! walaupun connection adalah seeprti di zaman batu awal....lembab, psl ikut kelajuan phone.... tapi yg paling malangnye ialah, pada waktu en.tunang dah amik modem nih laa baru byk h/work dan kerja2 yang perlu diselesaikan menggunakan internet berkelajuan seperti halilintar.... bayangkan nak donlod attachment yg kat email pon berjanggut acik ni nunggu 'an....ayyoooo laaa hai......... poning den....
kini, sepatutnye saye stay up utk wat kertas final exam utk student, instead saye berblog pulak jadiknye...sob sob sob.... ok lah kawan2...babai...jeepss... HAPPY SATURDAY ye!!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
saye perlukan cadangan....
kepada semua kawan2..dan orang yang membaca blog ni...
kebelakangan ini saya selalu berase mengantuk ketika drive di waktu pagi dan malam...( pegi keje n balik umah)...mengantuk yang dimaksudkan disini...adalah amat2 kronik, seperti mmg mau tido di waktu tersebut tanpa perlu menghentikan kete. Saye telah cube sedaya upaya untuk mengatasi masalah ini dengan membuka radio sekuat mungkin.... tapi tetap ngantuk... menjerit2 seperti orang gila utk menghilang kan rasa boring dan ngantuk...tetapi hanya efektif diwaktu saye menjerit seperti org gila tu aje...the moment saye berenti menjerit, saye ngantuk balik...makan chewing gum ...pun hanya pada waktu manis2 chewing gum masih ada....ape lagi?? sila bagi cadangan...
kebelakangan ini saya selalu berase mengantuk ketika drive di waktu pagi dan malam...( pegi keje n balik umah)...mengantuk yang dimaksudkan disini...adalah amat2 kronik, seperti mmg mau tido di waktu tersebut tanpa perlu menghentikan kete. Saye telah cube sedaya upaya untuk mengatasi masalah ini dengan membuka radio sekuat mungkin.... tapi tetap ngantuk... menjerit2 seperti orang gila utk menghilang kan rasa boring dan ngantuk...tetapi hanya efektif diwaktu saye menjerit seperti org gila tu aje...the moment saye berenti menjerit, saye ngantuk balik...makan chewing gum ...pun hanya pada waktu manis2 chewing gum masih ada....ape lagi?? sila bagi cadangan...
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
TAG 1
Tag No 1
Here are the rules - post this list on yourprofileblog replacing my answers with yours.Tag 25 people to do the same thing.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- I don't think so..so far no stories from my parents of where he found this name... i only been told about the meaning only..
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- just now... while nobody's watching
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- ABSOLUTELY not! (yeah, pathetic..i know..)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- not sure...whatever that interests me at that moment
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- no, i dont.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- of course
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- at times... but occasionally to those who deserve it...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- As far as know, i have never removed anything from my anatomy...
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- i dont think so...not that brave
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- hmm?? i dont usually eat cereals..but i bought the same as kakngah's nesvita oat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- owh no... too much work over there..
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Grape/blackcurrant
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their teeth
15. RED OR PINK?
- of course laa FINK
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i always underestimate myself..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? (READ :WHO not WHAT)
- hmmm??? my sister ...si rayap besall, alang gorjes....
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- If possible
19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- no pants and shoes... only orange kain baju kurung and black heels
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Overhearing conversation at the round table next to my table ...regarding the minyak urut n tanduk kerbau...n another minyak urut, a colleague just bought (guys pun ade ok!!)
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- I hate to choose color, i love colors...for now, Apple Green
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- I like the smell of my nieces and nephews when they were babies...hahahaha...dah besar ade dah bau telur ...hehehehe...
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- my kerani cuti, who is a very nice lady whom have helped me retyping the claim letter with the correct format.... hehehe...very nice...that's why i need to be nice to everybody
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup. i like chit chatting with her..sometimes over nothing at all...hahaha
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- hmm??? i used to like watching F1, but now... none
27. HAIR COLOUR?
- black.
28. EYE COLOUR?
- dark brown
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- nope
30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- ntah laa..byk, yg sedap2.... too much to list it down
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- zohan...ngokngek btol!!
33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- not wearing shirt...only orange (autumn-like) baju kurung
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- winter
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Hugs
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- fruit punch maybe..or taufu fa...
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to this ?? maybe no one...
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Making Sense Of Data by Glenn J.Wyatt (but trust me...i dont understand. saye bace pon sbb nk sedapkan hati kne buat test..)
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- no mouse pad..
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Intan
42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- hik hik hik.... amr's voice recorded when he was 3 months old....(my sms ringtone alert)
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- beatles better... but not quite a fan laa..
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- from home??alone??kuantan laa kot... if together with someone else, mekah or egypt, which one is the farthest?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- i could sleep while i'm on the phone ...hik hik hik...
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Hosp. Daerah Jelebu
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Jeeps, Suria, Cyeda, Waida, Nazlin, and Everyone nice....
Tag no. 2
4 pekerjaan yang telah saya lakukan dalam hidup:
i. Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan Siswazah MARA (cikguu je maksudnye....tp ade name gempak!)
ii. Data Entry clerk
iii. External examiner (kan kaklong kannnn????)
iv. Penghabis beras kat rumah
4 cerita/drama bersiri yang saya nak tengok lagi dan lagi
i. Grey's Anatomy
ii. The parent trap
iii. Private practice
iv. Sex and the City
4 tempat saya telah pergi dalam seminggu ini
i. IKM KL
ii. UiTM Puncak Perdana
iii. Klinik Amal
iv. Klinik Permata... (saje tanak promosi klinik yg ngokngek lagi satu tu...)
4 Tempat saya patut berada sekarang
i. atas katil...(bestnye..)
ii. berjalan2 survey2 barang sekitar jalan TAR (tp gaji lom masuk lg...sob sob sob...)
iii. duduk berkhalwat menyiapkan byk homework Master
iv. pegi opis sain surat claim..
4 Orang yang saya nak tag....
i. jeeps
ii. suria
iii. waida
iv. kaklong!!!!
~sekian, terima kasihhhhhh~
Here are the rules - post this list on your
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- I don't think so..so far no stories from my parents of where he found this name... i only been told about the meaning only..
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- just now... while nobody's watching
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- ABSOLUTELY not! (yeah, pathetic..i know..)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- not sure...whatever that interests me at that moment
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- no, i dont.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- of course
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- at times... but occasionally to those who deserve it...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- As far as know, i have never removed anything from my anatomy...
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- i dont think so...not that brave
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- hmm?? i dont usually eat cereals..but i bought the same as kakngah's nesvita oat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- owh no... too much work over there..
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Grape/blackcurrant
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their teeth
15. RED OR PINK?
- of course laa FINK
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i always underestimate myself..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? (READ :WHO not WHAT)
- hmmm??? my sister ...si rayap besall, alang gorjes....
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- If possible
19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- no pants and shoes... only orange kain baju kurung and black heels
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Overhearing conversation at the round table next to my table ...regarding the minyak urut n tanduk kerbau...n another minyak urut, a colleague just bought (guys pun ade ok!!)
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- I hate to choose color, i love colors...for now, Apple Green
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- I like the smell of my nieces and nephews when they were babies...hahahaha...dah besar ade dah bau telur ...hehehehe...
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- my kerani cuti, who is a very nice lady whom have helped me retyping the claim letter with the correct format.... hehehe...very nice...that's why i need to be nice to everybody
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup. i like chit chatting with her..sometimes over nothing at all...hahaha
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- hmm??? i used to like watching F1, but now... none
27. HAIR COLOUR?
- black.
28. EYE COLOUR?
- dark brown
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- nope
30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- ntah laa..byk, yg sedap2.... too much to list it down
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- zohan...ngokngek btol!!
33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- not wearing shirt...only orange (autumn-like) baju kurung
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- winter
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Hugs
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- fruit punch maybe..or taufu fa...
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to this ?? maybe no one...
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Making Sense Of Data by Glenn J.Wyatt (but trust me...i dont understand. saye bace pon sbb nk sedapkan hati kne buat test..)
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- no mouse pad..
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Intan
42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- hik hik hik.... amr's voice recorded when he was 3 months old....(my sms ringtone alert)
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- beatles better... but not quite a fan laa..
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- from home??alone??kuantan laa kot... if together with someone else, mekah or egypt, which one is the farthest?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- i could sleep while i'm on the phone ...hik hik hik...
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Hosp. Daerah Jelebu
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Jeeps, Suria, Cyeda, Waida, Nazlin, and Everyone nice....
Tag no. 2
4 pekerjaan yang telah saya lakukan dalam hidup:
i. Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan Siswazah MARA (cikguu je maksudnye....tp ade name gempak!)
ii. Data Entry clerk
iii. External examiner (kan kaklong kannnn????)
iv. Penghabis beras kat rumah
4 cerita/drama bersiri yang saya nak tengok lagi dan lagi
i. Grey's Anatomy
ii. The parent trap
iii. Private practice
iv. Sex and the City
4 tempat saya telah pergi dalam seminggu ini
i. IKM KL
ii. UiTM Puncak Perdana
iii. Klinik Amal
iv. Klinik Permata... (saje tanak promosi klinik yg ngokngek lagi satu tu...)
4 Tempat saya patut berada sekarang
i. atas katil...(bestnye..)
ii. berjalan2 survey2 barang sekitar jalan TAR (tp gaji lom masuk lg...sob sob sob...)
iii. duduk berkhalwat menyiapkan byk homework Master
iv. pegi opis sain surat claim..
4 Orang yang saya nak tag....
i. jeeps
ii. suria
iii. waida
iv. kaklong!!!!
~sekian, terima kasihhhhhh~
langkah2 menangani stresss...
hahaha...walaupun sakit, saye tetap gelak besar.... seperti juga kate jeepsy, it is our choice to laugh or cry or whatever we feel like doing....so i choose to laugh and be happy...
owh ye, di sebabkan oleh rase ketidak puas hati-an saya terhadap doktor yang seperti acuh tak acuh (yer!!baru saye menemui/terpikirkan perkataan bahasa melayu die... utk dr yang saye tak suke cara die layan saye tu....), maka saya telah pergi ke klinik yang sgt saya suka pegi itu..walaupun mase tu saye baru balik dr kl berjalan2 survey2 kedai dgn saksik-saksik saye, lebih kurang 10.30, dan walaupun jugak semasa saye register utk jumpe doktor tu ade 10 org lg pesakit sblm saye... saye tetap determine utk jumpe doktor yg saye kenal...utk melegakan stress yang saye alami terhadap doktor yg acuh tak acuh tu( dah laa tak kenal, tah ape2 ntah lak tuh)...
Ape yang saye suke bile gi jumpe doktor kat klinik yg mmg saye slalu pegi ni...
(i) doktor2 die sgt lembut bile nasihat, kalo dgr die cakap..mmg rase nak ikut aje ape die ckp tu...(walaupun, sbnr kdg2 tak ikut pun...cthnye: jgn minum ais, aiskrim etc...hehehe..standard laa tu kann??)
(ii) diorg nih sgt2 laa attentive to our problems/stories...there are 3 doctors in this clinic. 3-3 tu sume baik2 belaka... die dengar kite cerita dulu..senyum aje, takde buat muke kerek2...eventhough ape yang kite ckp tu mungkin salah ke...die dengar dulu...dengan senyum yg tak pernah tinggal (ataupun mungkin muke die nmpk cam senyum??gua pun kompius)... so, usually, before nk gi clinic tu, saye call dulu tanye doctor ape, kalo bukan salah 1 dar yang 3 tu, saye tak pegi....sbb nnt saye akan mengalami perasaan tak puas ati...kalo yang ade tu doctor locums tu, ade 1 je drpade byk2 tuh yg ok sket...compared to yg locum lain2 tu (standard acuh tak acuh)
(iii) saye suke bile diorang explain psl kite punye sakit tu in very simplified word, layman terms laaa.. and they are willing to spend more time during the consultation ... maksudnye, kalo macam jenis yang acuh tak acuh tuh, kadang2 less than 3 minutes pon kite dah kuar balik... maybe because they know how to compensate the time we spent waiting for the turn...
banyak lagi sbnrnye...tapi tak tau nk tulis cemane.... yang penting saye puas ati dah ari nih... dan saye terase lebih sihat pagi ini... mungkin btol psychology kite amat2 laa membantu utk kite berase sihat sepenuhnya.. patut laa mase maklang saye sakit tangan mengelupas2, lepas mak saye bwk jmpe doktor kitorang yang baik nih, besok paginye terus dah elok!!! (magik sungguh!!) sebab die ade laa kot dpt treatment from other clinic, tpi mungkin dlm hati die mcm saye, ade rase tak puas ati ngn doktor tu.... jd susah nak sihat...
about the diagnosis of this doctor yg saye gi jumpe last night... he said actually maybe i got infected due to a lot of stresss and exhausted plak lagi tu.. bile dah terlampau stress dan penat,our immunity system adalah sangat fragileand easy to catch ape pun penyakit2...n tambah plak berdekatan dan berpelukkan plak dgn org yg berpenyakit... lebih mudah laa utk kene... tapi, bile difikir2kan, mmg mase saye jumpe anak2 buat saye yg kne HFMD tu, mmg waktu tuh saye amat2 laa penat and worn out (stress sket2)...yg jenis tak larat gile nk bgn lps tuh dah...bwk kete pun tangen mate adlh sangat kecik....
at least jawapan tuh boleh laaa saye terima..... dan kini saye merasa lebih sihat...
owh ye, di sebabkan oleh rase ketidak puas hati-an saya terhadap doktor yang seperti acuh tak acuh (yer!!baru saye menemui/terpikirkan perkataan bahasa melayu die... utk dr yang saye tak suke cara die layan saye tu....), maka saya telah pergi ke klinik yang sgt saya suka pegi itu..walaupun mase tu saye baru balik dr kl berjalan2 survey2 kedai dgn saksik-saksik saye, lebih kurang 10.30, dan walaupun jugak semasa saye register utk jumpe doktor tu ade 10 org lg pesakit sblm saye... saye tetap determine utk jumpe doktor yg saye kenal...utk melegakan stress yang saye alami terhadap doktor yg acuh tak acuh tu( dah laa tak kenal, tah ape2 ntah lak tuh)...
Ape yang saye suke bile gi jumpe doktor kat klinik yg mmg saye slalu pegi ni...
(i) doktor2 die sgt lembut bile nasihat, kalo dgr die cakap..mmg rase nak ikut aje ape die ckp tu...(walaupun, sbnr kdg2 tak ikut pun...cthnye: jgn minum ais, aiskrim etc...hehehe..standard laa tu kann??)
(ii) diorg nih sgt2 laa attentive to our problems/stories...there are 3 doctors in this clinic. 3-3 tu sume baik2 belaka... die dengar kite cerita dulu..senyum aje, takde buat muke kerek2...eventhough ape yang kite ckp tu mungkin salah ke...die dengar dulu...dengan senyum yg tak pernah tinggal (ataupun mungkin muke die nmpk cam senyum??gua pun kompius)... so, usually, before nk gi clinic tu, saye call dulu tanye doctor ape, kalo bukan salah 1 dar yang 3 tu, saye tak pegi....sbb nnt saye akan mengalami perasaan tak puas ati...kalo yang ade tu doctor locums tu, ade 1 je drpade byk2 tuh yg ok sket...compared to yg locum lain2 tu (standard acuh tak acuh)
(iii) saye suke bile diorang explain psl kite punye sakit tu in very simplified word, layman terms laaa.. and they are willing to spend more time during the consultation ... maksudnye, kalo macam jenis yang acuh tak acuh tuh, kadang2 less than 3 minutes pon kite dah kuar balik... maybe because they know how to compensate the time we spent waiting for the turn...
banyak lagi sbnrnye...tapi tak tau nk tulis cemane.... yang penting saye puas ati dah ari nih... dan saye terase lebih sihat pagi ini... mungkin btol psychology kite amat2 laa membantu utk kite berase sihat sepenuhnya.. patut laa mase maklang saye sakit tangan mengelupas2, lepas mak saye bwk jmpe doktor kitorang yang baik nih, besok paginye terus dah elok!!! (magik sungguh!!) sebab die ade laa kot dpt treatment from other clinic, tpi mungkin dlm hati die mcm saye, ade rase tak puas ati ngn doktor tu.... jd susah nak sihat...
about the diagnosis of this doctor yg saye gi jumpe last night... he said actually maybe i got infected due to a lot of stresss and exhausted plak lagi tu.. bile dah terlampau stress dan penat,our immunity system adalah sangat fragileand easy to catch ape pun penyakit2...n tambah plak berdekatan dan berpelukkan plak dgn org yg berpenyakit... lebih mudah laa utk kene... tapi, bile difikir2kan, mmg mase saye jumpe anak2 buat saye yg kne HFMD tu, mmg waktu tuh saye amat2 laa penat and worn out (stress sket2)...yg jenis tak larat gile nk bgn lps tuh dah...bwk kete pun tangen mate adlh sangat kecik....
at least jawapan tuh boleh laaa saye terima..... dan kini saye merasa lebih sihat...
Monday, February 23, 2009
of HFMD and Laryngitis
owh ye...saye masih lagi sakit...masih perit menelan air liur sendiri.... saye sangat confuse tentang penyakit yg saye hidapi ni..... doktor yang saye lawati sblm ni, ckp mmg ade possibility sy kne HFMD, (knowing i had a direct contact with more than 1 pesakit en. HFMD tersebut) tapi mlm tadi setelah pegi ke klinik yang berlainan (kerana tak tahan sakit...) maka doktor yg lagi satu nih cakap kat saye, "Ini bukan HFMD tapi Laryngitis, orang besar MANA ADA kene HFMD..." walaupun setelah saye beritau akak ipar saye pon telah kene HFMD ni dari anak2 beliau (dan di diagnose oleh doktor), die tetap kata itu penyakit lain tuh... Oleh kerana die yg blaja medic dan saye hanye blaja TESL dan Knowledge Management, maka saya tidak mengetahui dengan lebih detail tentang segala penyakit yang ada di mukabumi ini..maka dia lah lebih arif (kot...) but he seemed cam sangat yakin dgn diagnosis nye sikit pon tak de perasaan yang die mungkin silap, n it seemed like he did not 'listen' to the patient..i mean cara cakap die tak membuatkan saye rase senang ati, dan kerek jgk kot...tak mcm doktor2 saye sblm nih kat klinik permata or klinik amal tu...kalo tau, mmg tak pegi klinik tu(demmm!!!)... maka saya pasrah....
walaupun tahap kesakitan dia ade kurang sket lepas mkn ubat yang dia bagi (dan sume takde yg sedap ..sob sob sob...)....it feels weird in my throat jugakkk.....the swelling is lessen but the ulcers is still there (did i mention there were more than 10 ulcers in my throat ?? at the back of my throat, at the sides as well as pangkal lidah...) it hurts a lot to swallow foods or even my own saliva..and what make it worst, nak menguap pon sakit..hilang satu nikmat dunia(harap2 hanye sementara)...demmmm!!!!!
walaupun tahap kesakitan dia ade kurang sket lepas mkn ubat yang dia bagi (dan sume takde yg sedap ..sob sob sob...)....it feels weird in my throat jugakkk.....the swelling is lessen but the ulcers is still there (did i mention there were more than 10 ulcers in my throat ?? at the back of my throat, at the sides as well as pangkal lidah...) it hurts a lot to swallow foods or even my own saliva..and what make it worst, nak menguap pon sakit..hilang satu nikmat dunia(harap2 hanye sementara)...demmmm!!!!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
shiannn chabuttt
i'm currently down with high fever.. and religiously taking up my medications to get better... ubat demam/ tahan sakit je ade 2 jenis doktor tu prescribe...ponstan(rasenye) ngan uphamol 500... and that makes me sweating like hell at the moment of typing this... tp menurut mak saye, berpeluh tuh tande nye sihat... dan owh ye!! saye telah dapat MC selama 2 hari oleh Dr. Zainon..
btw, kakak ipar saye suruh berhati2 and be more aware takut kene HFMD (Hand foot&mouth disease)..walaupun adults rarely infected by the disease, tapi die kene,setelah anak2 die kene jgk...shiannnn chabuttt...
dan penulisan entry ini juga adlh disebabkan oleh arahan warden yang amat ditakuti, iaitu cik jeepsy, yang telah mengghaibkan segala entry die sblm2 nih....tetapi masih lagi bergembira... saye amat gembira dengan kegembiraan dan keceriaan anda!!!tahniah!!
btw, kakak ipar saye suruh berhati2 and be more aware takut kene HFMD (Hand foot&mouth disease)..walaupun adults rarely infected by the disease, tapi die kene,setelah anak2 die kene jgk...shiannnn chabuttt...
dan penulisan entry ini juga adlh disebabkan oleh arahan warden yang amat ditakuti, iaitu cik jeepsy, yang telah mengghaibkan segala entry die sblm2 nih....tetapi masih lagi bergembira... saye amat gembira dengan kegembiraan dan keceriaan anda!!!tahniah!!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN!!!!!!!!!!
halloooo....supposedly, my parents and i should be in shah alam at this moment, but then an old friend to my mother just came this evening. we thought i was just a friendly visit 'ziarah2' after years of not meeting or even contacting face to face.. to tell you the truth i dont even recognize this fella, but according to my mother, she was a good friend of her laa... agak 'kamceng' laa this two fellas back then... ibaratnya, dulu if my family (only consisted of 2 my eldest siblings and my parents) came over to her house, she would be catching her chicken to be slaughtered to become the dishes of the day... if you dont know, back then...if the host sampai sembelih ayam utk di buat lauk tuh...the guest must be very special..it should be a very important guests laa... for example, if pengantin baru dtg bertandang ke... atuk nenek datang ke... that important laa... so my mother was excited telling me stories how close they were dolu2...
and then, she arrived with her anak buah laa kirenye...we treated them more special compared to the previous guests we entertained, with pulut (purposely cook.. knowing her coming, the previous guests kitorang hidang biskut azan je pun..) mase berjamu2 tuh, ok laaa...they (she n my parents) did some reminiscence together .... so, after borak2, my father asked he how she's doing..what she's doing now...bla bla bla... and she replied, she is currently venturing into business, and that young girl she brought together was her business partner... hmm.. n then my father being curious, asking her what sort of business?? and his intention was just cathing up with an old friend laa kan...bukan ape2 pun... and then right after makan2, die pun start laaaa nk mendirect selling di rumah kami (cth product: water filter, tupperware, skincare..etc just name it!!).... you know what my father did?? haha, immediately making excuse to the bathroom...and never came back...huhu... sweeett!!!!..i wanted to do the same, but then, sian plak mak saye kne layan bende tu sorang2...takkan laa plak die nak halau kan?? hik hik hik... i gave her (this makcik) a lot of excuses i.e : i still dont have my own gaji yet....and mase die promote skin care tu (knowing that i'm getting married), gua saje je laa cakap, takpe laa....dah ade pakai barang banyak dah..tak cukup cantik lagi ke nih??? (sambil menunjuk kan jari2 ke arah muke dan mengelip2 mate..) tau ape die jawab?????? BELUM!!!! hangat hati gua!!! pastu ade ke die ckp muke budak yg die bwk tuh cantik??owh tidak....tidak same skali...gua tak mau mengutuk ciptaan tuhan...mmg kalo pada awalnye gua ade tergerak ati nak beli pon...gua kensel beb!!!!
yang gua rase tak logik tu, ade ke die lepas tuh promote kat mak gua suruh beli skincare tu n suruh mak gua pakai biar kulit tegang....tapi die tak pakai.... kalo ikut hukum hakam laa kan, bukan ke kalo kite nak suruh orang buat sesuatu, kite kne buat dulu...KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN, kannn???? damn!!!!!!!!!!
and then, she arrived with her anak buah laa kirenye...we treated them more special compared to the previous guests we entertained, with pulut (purposely cook.. knowing her coming, the previous guests kitorang hidang biskut azan je pun..) mase berjamu2 tuh, ok laaa...they (she n my parents) did some reminiscence together .... so, after borak2, my father asked he how she's doing..what she's doing now...bla bla bla... and she replied, she is currently venturing into business, and that young girl she brought together was her business partner... hmm.. n then my father being curious, asking her what sort of business?? and his intention was just cathing up with an old friend laa kan...bukan ape2 pun... and then right after makan2, die pun start laaaa nk mendirect selling di rumah kami (cth product: water filter, tupperware, skincare..etc just name it!!).... you know what my father did?? haha, immediately making excuse to the bathroom...and never came back...huhu... sweeett!!!!..i wanted to do the same, but then, sian plak mak saye kne layan bende tu sorang2...takkan laa plak die nak halau kan?? hik hik hik... i gave her (this makcik) a lot of excuses i.e : i still dont have my own gaji yet....and mase die promote skin care tu (knowing that i'm getting married), gua saje je laa cakap, takpe laa....dah ade pakai barang banyak dah..tak cukup cantik lagi ke nih??? (sambil menunjuk kan jari2 ke arah muke dan mengelip2 mate..) tau ape die jawab?????? BELUM!!!! hangat hati gua!!! pastu ade ke die ckp muke budak yg die bwk tuh cantik??owh tidak....tidak same skali...gua tak mau mengutuk ciptaan tuhan...mmg kalo pada awalnye gua ade tergerak ati nak beli pon...gua kensel beb!!!!
yang gua rase tak logik tu, ade ke die lepas tuh promote kat mak gua suruh beli skincare tu n suruh mak gua pakai biar kulit tegang....tapi die tak pakai.... kalo ikut hukum hakam laa kan, bukan ke kalo kite nak suruh orang buat sesuatu, kite kne buat dulu...KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN, kannn???? damn!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 13, 2009
welcome to my life!!!
owh..hello en. mohd blog... ape kabar anda arini...
sorry for not being able to update u for quite sometime.. been really busy..i have started working in ikm kl for almost 3 weeks now..
so, most people were asking about the new place, new environment and all.. my life has changed drastically..how to describe my life???let me see.. i dont get enough sleep these days..in which i got too much of it last time...how i miss those days when i could sleep anytime i want.. now, i only have less than 6 hour of sleep everyday...EVERYDAY!!!!! i dont know how i can adapt to this new life of mine very well... i dont know how i do it, but really glad that i can do it... just imagine, i woke up as early as 5.35 a.m. to get ready to go to work... by 6.30 i must be ready in my ride.... if i'm not lucky i'll be stuck in traffic jam right after the sg besi exit, pandan perdana as well as near tesco ampang.. paham2 je laa kalo kat kl ni punye jammed...rase nak beli helicopter jam2 tu jugak...
usually i reach school around 7.50 am and after school at 5, i will go to shah alam for my master classes straight away....usually reach uitm on time, 630... my classes end at 930-945 pm. pastu kne drive balik seremban... the conclusion is... i live a hectic life these days...i reach house around 1045-11.00..n eat ..then i buat door gift sket2 while watching tv ....n go to bed around 12...and wake up again at 535...
smlm i was very tired after work and as soon as i reach school (i reach early yesterday around 6), i rest a.k.a 'terrrrrtido' in my car until 645...it's like, get your sleep when u can while u can...usually i can never sleep that easy.. but then, i must be very very exhausted..
my punch card baru merah sekali..n that was after the thaipusam aritu...tp lewat beberapa saat laa kot ...8.01 am..
about my cuti, i have 25 days annual leave...boleh laa buat cuti sesuka hati...i prefer cuti yg buleh amik mcm opis nih rather than mcm cuti sekolah...then nnti buleh plan cuti sendiri...kan??? hahaha...
so, about the new environment..everyone is very helpful and supportive (so far..)... and i think i am happy to be here... as for the students, i find that they are actually good students, though they are not as bright as mrsm students laa kan, but they are happening laa, i enjoy the classes very much....about the job, teaching is not that hard..i am also appointed as the secretary for preparation for sambutan maulidur rasul peringkat kebangsaan. tp persiapan ikm la..
ok laa...i dont know what else to write...n yess, now i dont have time to do my homework...dammnnn!!!!!!!!
sorry for not being able to update u for quite sometime.. been really busy..i have started working in ikm kl for almost 3 weeks now..
so, most people were asking about the new place, new environment and all.. my life has changed drastically..how to describe my life???let me see.. i dont get enough sleep these days..in which i got too much of it last time...how i miss those days when i could sleep anytime i want.. now, i only have less than 6 hour of sleep everyday...EVERYDAY!!!!! i dont know how i can adapt to this new life of mine very well... i dont know how i do it, but really glad that i can do it... just imagine, i woke up as early as 5.35 a.m. to get ready to go to work... by 6.30 i must be ready in my ride.... if i'm not lucky i'll be stuck in traffic jam right after the sg besi exit, pandan perdana as well as near tesco ampang.. paham2 je laa kalo kat kl ni punye jammed...rase nak beli helicopter jam2 tu jugak...
usually i reach school around 7.50 am and after school at 5, i will go to shah alam for my master classes straight away....usually reach uitm on time, 630... my classes end at 930-945 pm. pastu kne drive balik seremban... the conclusion is... i live a hectic life these days...i reach house around 1045-11.00..n eat ..then i buat door gift sket2 while watching tv ....n go to bed around 12...and wake up again at 535...
smlm i was very tired after work and as soon as i reach school (i reach early yesterday around 6), i rest a.k.a 'terrrrrtido' in my car until 645...it's like, get your sleep when u can while u can...usually i can never sleep that easy.. but then, i must be very very exhausted..
my punch card baru merah sekali..n that was after the thaipusam aritu...tp lewat beberapa saat laa kot ...8.01 am..
about my cuti, i have 25 days annual leave...boleh laa buat cuti sesuka hati...i prefer cuti yg buleh amik mcm opis nih rather than mcm cuti sekolah...then nnti buleh plan cuti sendiri...kan??? hahaha...
so, about the new environment..everyone is very helpful and supportive (so far..)... and i think i am happy to be here... as for the students, i find that they are actually good students, though they are not as bright as mrsm students laa kan, but they are happening laa, i enjoy the classes very much....about the job, teaching is not that hard..i am also appointed as the secretary for preparation for sambutan maulidur rasul peringkat kebangsaan. tp persiapan ikm la..
ok laa...i dont know what else to write...n yess, now i dont have time to do my homework...dammnnn!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
turn around....bright eyes...
yerp..... that's part of the lyrics for total eclipse of my heart..and as usual, takkan ade kaitan dgn tajuk entry... tapi tajuk lagu ade laa sket2 part eclipse tuh... actually, i felt lucky to witness solar eclipse this evening... walaupun tak berjaye jadik angkasawan negara, tak bermakna saye nih tak minat dgn kejadian2 sains astronomi yg berlaku di sekeliling saye..kalo saye sempat, saye nak jugak experience tgk bende tuh..yer tak?? so that, nnti ade laa modal nak cerita ceriti pasal gerhana matahari... tp kalo gerhana bulan, tak laa heran sgt ..psl die diwaktu mlm yg gelap...
so, tadik mase tgh tgk tu sy telah msg ramai org utk ajak tgk sekali.. cth nye adlh spt: akak2 saye, dan jugak beberape kawan saye....suria and nadiah dan dekja...saye sgt excited utk tgk gerhana tuh tadi sbb seingat saye, dulu mase skolah rendah ade laa skali bende tu jadik ( yang tawau boleh tgk full solar eclipse),tp mase tuh kami dlm kelas dan cikgu tak kasi keluar sbb takut kitorang sakit mate mase tu ke ape ke ntah..lebih kurang camtuh laaa reason dia... so, terlepas laa mase tu....
owh ye..saye juge tlh menjalankan experiment tadi dgn telur ayam...telur ayam saye boleh berdiri tegak, kalo takde gerhana tak boleh (rasenye laa...), mcm ada kaitan dgn graviti laa ape laa ntah.. tp itu adlh menurut encik tunang saye laa kan...saye blom jumpe kitab die lagi..nnt saye carik!!
yg turut serta bersama2 saye menyaksikan gerhana matahari tu tadi ialah anak sedare saye yg bernama yaya...org tgk pakai negative film die pun nak...(walaupun die mungkin tak memahami apa2 psl gerhana nih....tp die sgt interested utk teman saye mengadap matahari tuh for more than an hour...saye sbnrnye nak tgk sampai die bukak balik, tp mak saye ajak gi giant utk pegi bli barang...so around 615 (masa tu, die dah start bukak balik laa matahari tu...) saye pun berenti tgk matahari tu...
orait..till then... babai
so, tadik mase tgh tgk tu sy telah msg ramai org utk ajak tgk sekali.. cth nye adlh spt: akak2 saye, dan jugak beberape kawan saye....suria and nadiah dan dekja...saye sgt excited utk tgk gerhana tuh tadi sbb seingat saye, dulu mase skolah rendah ade laa skali bende tu jadik ( yang tawau boleh tgk full solar eclipse),tp mase tuh kami dlm kelas dan cikgu tak kasi keluar sbb takut kitorang sakit mate mase tu ke ape ke ntah..lebih kurang camtuh laaa reason dia... so, terlepas laa mase tu....
owh ye..saye juge tlh menjalankan experiment tadi dgn telur ayam...telur ayam saye boleh berdiri tegak, kalo takde gerhana tak boleh (rasenye laa...), mcm ada kaitan dgn graviti laa ape laa ntah.. tp itu adlh menurut encik tunang saye laa kan...saye blom jumpe kitab die lagi..nnt saye carik!!
yg turut serta bersama2 saye menyaksikan gerhana matahari tu tadi ialah anak sedare saye yg bernama yaya...org tgk pakai negative film die pun nak...(walaupun die mungkin tak memahami apa2 psl gerhana nih....tp die sgt interested utk teman saye mengadap matahari tuh for more than an hour...saye sbnrnye nak tgk sampai die bukak balik, tp mak saye ajak gi giant utk pegi bli barang...so around 615 (masa tu, die dah start bukak balik laa matahari tu...) saye pun berenti tgk matahari tu...
orait..till then... babai
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
saye benci maxis!!!
ape kah laaa en. maxis broadband nih ..mcm haram...macam ayam...macam ntah ape2 ntah lagi.. ade ke patut takleh connect kat tiara beach nih ...nih pon tgh pakai wireless kat lobby hotel...hampeh punye maxis.. bayar mahal2, tp servis cam ayam....
first day tuh buleh laa connect,pastu ntah ape pasal ntah...takleh connect plak..dah berbakul2 complaint saye bagi kat customer servis exec tu..tapi still tak ok... sakit ati ,mmg laa takde 3G kat sini, tp ade je EDGE full bar..kalo takleh connect, takpayah laa panggil wireless broadband..benci!!!...tak kisah laa kalo lembab pun, ini tak buleh langsung plak nk login...ngok ngek punye maxis broadband!!! korang jangan gune laaa maxis broadband..
ps: saye benci broadband
first day tuh buleh laa connect,pastu ntah ape pasal ntah...takleh connect plak..dah berbakul2 complaint saye bagi kat customer servis exec tu..tapi still tak ok... sakit ati ,mmg laa takde 3G kat sini, tp ade je EDGE full bar..kalo takleh connect, takpayah laa panggil wireless broadband..benci!!!...tak kisah laa kalo lembab pun, ini tak buleh langsung plak nk login...ngok ngek punye maxis broadband!!! korang jangan gune laaa maxis broadband..
ps: saye benci broadband
huk huk huk ~~...
i am confused with the feeling that i have right now... i should be happy and grateful with the job that i already have..at first i was, but now i started to feel nervous wondering what will happen next.... what happen when i started working?? will i like the environment?? will i be able to adapt with the new environment...?? i started to feel nervous because, only now i realized that i will go there alone.. i will be the ONLY newbie (being alone is not problem to me.. i willbe able to adapt)at that place...that sounds scary.. what more to be scared about?? owh..about the culture they have in these kind of places... yeah2, i have tonnes of reasons to freak out like i do right now..
among these other teachers, there are a few that already have experience with this institution..and from what i heard, there are some cultures that i hope i won't face at my place... i really hope that they will be kind to this petite lil' girl here, since i am the only one new teacher that is being posted there...(i pray hard...please pray for me too) i hope that i dont have to endure any trauma or culture shock there...
ps: oh ye... skang saye masih di PD. besok baru abes...
among these other teachers, there are a few that already have experience with this institution..and from what i heard, there are some cultures that i hope i won't face at my place... i really hope that they will be kind to this petite lil' girl here, since i am the only one new teacher that is being posted there...(i pray hard...please pray for me too) i hope that i dont have to endure any trauma or culture shock there...
ps: oh ye... skang saye masih di PD. besok baru abes...
Monday, January 19, 2009
ini sume dusta belaka!!!
tipu~~!!! orang kate kalo badan penat sangat boleh tido awal.... tipu!!!!
smlm tuh penat je memenatkan diri dengan segala misi... tapi mlm tuh tetap tak buleh tido awal...dlm kol 3 jgk kot baru terlelap... sape tau cemane nak tido awal dgn cemerlang ??? mungkin kak wai dan jeepsy buleh jawab kan...hehehe...
oh ye suria, saye dah jawab persoalan anda tadi yer!
smlm tuh penat je memenatkan diri dengan segala misi... tapi mlm tuh tetap tak buleh tido awal...dlm kol 3 jgk kot baru terlelap... sape tau cemane nak tido awal dgn cemerlang ??? mungkin kak wai dan jeepsy buleh jawab kan...hehehe...
oh ye suria, saye dah jawab persoalan anda tadi yer!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
entri merapu dari saye... time kasih!!
disebabkan oleh cik suria tensi dgn entri saye yg sblm nih ..yelaa2... ni nk tulis laa nih...
about the decision that i have to make that determines my life and death (poyo jerk nih..exaggerating), finally i made my decision.. i'm going to take both of them... i'll take the job and i WILL continue my master at the same time.. n yg lebih memeranjatkan saye sendiri ialah, saye sendiri telah mengambil keputusan berani mati dengan mengambil 4 subject sekali gus pada semester ini...after went into the classes for 2 weeks... i find it interesting, lagi pun kalau ambik sem nih, i will be with those familiar faces, nk buat group pun senang .. n at least we know orang nih cemana, yg tu cemana..and able to compromise with them laa... To me, if i keep on doubting and underestimating my own capability, i can never know how good i could be (cewah..).. I think i should challenge myself to know what i'm capable of... and i personally believe that i work best under pressure.. so, i am prepared to work my a** off... chaiyok!!! i can do it!!
owh and yes..today is a busy day for me..not that i'm busy with my work ke ape..tp saje buat2 bizi..i made myself as busy as i could ( and yes..i wake up early in the morning on SUNDAY, ok!!) i went to kedai tayar to get all my tyres changed (not my "spare" tyre, tau~~ hik hik hik..itu kene kasik maintain!! )..kat kedai tuh aje sampai kol 2..3 daripada tayar2 tuh mmg botak btol, 1 tu org kedai tu ambik utk tayar secondhand..abes laa 600 lebih.. pengsan nyawa aku!!lps tuh balik umh, masak ( my mum is not feeling very well..demam sket kot, walaupun begitu, sempat jugak die pegi kebun durian kat kepis)..tp masak sayur ngn goreng telur je pon, my ayah masak gulai tunjang dengan kundang.. we lunched around 3 o clock or so.. after that, saye pun tanpa mengenal erti kenyang, mengadap pulak buah durian...2 bijik saye sorang, ok!..mlm tadi tak mkn nasik, melantak durian je plak...almaklum laa..kat umh nih ade 3 org aje..tapi, durian kat dapur tuh ade laa dlm 3 bakul besar..pastu tadi ade sepupu saye plak datang, ajak makan durian plak lagi..die datang segerombolan pon durian tuh tak luak pon jugak..masih lagi 3 bakul... itu pon setelah bagi die bawak balik dalam seguni...masih jugak 3 bakul.. Oleh itu kawan2..sape rase nak mkn durian, jangan laa merase segan silu utk datang menyerbu rumah saye.. tapi umah seremban laa yer, bukan umh s alam...kalo umh s alam, bukan aje ajak minum, ajak masuk pon blom tentu..hua hua hua hua.... oh..terkeluar topik plak saye...lps makan durian tadik, saye pon pegi laa keluar untuk memenuhi misi (bukan makcik ummi misi).. seterusnye :membasuh kereta..
lps basuh kete, balik umh tgk2 ade sepupu&co dtg makan durian kat umah tuh..lps diorang balik, saye pegi sapu "rain act" kat cermin kete saye...dan kemudian duduk tercongok di depan Mr.V slps magrib.
Tujuan saye memenatkan diri adalah utk mendapatkan tidur yg lena pada mlm nih dan buleh bgn pagi besok dgn mudahnye( buleh ke??).besok saye dah kene pegi pd utk register...that's that..
lps tu, satu lagi cerita dongeng yg akan saye sampaikan ialah, aritu 10/01/09 saya telah berangkat ke kuantan utk menghadiri majlis perkahwinan anak bekas pengetua saye di mrsm mzms.. saya rase mcm saye kene pegi di sebabkan oleh personal invitation daripada ustaz wan melalui telefon pada sebelum krismas aritu, n lagi satu en. tunang saye yg nak pegi jumpe ustaz tuh jugak..almaklum laa ustaz tu baik btol..dan yg paling penting dia yang nak sponsor duit minyak ngn tol..yeayy!!time kasih ye,rayap!!nnt sponsor laaa lagi yer!!(owh yer, sbnrnye die bg duit utk buat balancing ngn alignment tayar tuh tadik..tapi duit ganti tayar tu mak saye yg sponsor ) tapi tuh laa, tak sempat sgt nk jalan2 kat kuantan tuh memandangkan, pada mlm tersebut, sorang kwn zaman asasi melangsungkan majlis perkahwinannya di subang jaya.. dan disebabkan saye dah lame tak jumpe kawan2 asasi, zilla lenni dan kere (baca cmni: ke sekolah, dan Do Re Mi ), lalu saye rase ini juga adlh sesuatu yg wajib pegi..jadi saye pegi laa... owh, masih belum terlewat lg utk saye wish Zila n Kere slamat pengantin baru..moga berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat... ramai jugak kengkawan asasi saye nak kawen dah nih.. Ady a.k.a Adnyn Muhanifa 25/1/09, Pero a.k.a Aisyah Fairuz 6/02/09 kot... Farraliza bulan 3 ..tak igt tarikh... to pero ngn ady, pertandingan korang tuh, aku jadik hakim tau!! hahahaha...
so ape lagi ek...ntah laa...saye ade bercadang utk menulis entri yg berbentuk ilmiah pulak laa lepas nih...agak2 ok tak??? hahahha...(bercadang je baru...) kirenye, macam memberi lecture kepada anda2 sumer (yer anda!!) mengenai Knowledge Management, iaitu program master yg saye sedang buat...biar nnt anda sume pon dpt masterji bersame2 saye...dan terbukak hati nak sambung master jugak... nasihat saye, carik bidang yang btol2 anda minat, and sambung.. to tell u the truth, saye tak penah terfikir pun boleh dapat result macam result master nih...terase menyesal mase degre tak belajar elok2, sbb dulu tak rase pandai pun... dulu2 pnah laa terpikir "blaja cemane pun, kalo dah kureng ok tuh...takkan dapat punye 3.50.." kirenye, tak payah mimpi laa...tp skang saye mempunyai perspective yg jauh berbeza dari dulu... and that's what we call "learning process"....
ps: did u know diorang measure the level of development of the country melalui bilangan professional and qualification para citizen nye jugak??? therefore, kalo nak jadikkan Malaysia nih negara maju cepat, cepat2 laa sambung master..even better sambung sampai PhD... kalo boleh, jgn laa bagi alasan "kalo sambung master pun, bukan gaji naik pun..."
about the decision that i have to make that determines my life and death (poyo jerk nih..exaggerating), finally i made my decision.. i'm going to take both of them... i'll take the job and i WILL continue my master at the same time.. n yg lebih memeranjatkan saye sendiri ialah, saye sendiri telah mengambil keputusan berani mati dengan mengambil 4 subject sekali gus pada semester ini...after went into the classes for 2 weeks... i find it interesting, lagi pun kalau ambik sem nih, i will be with those familiar faces, nk buat group pun senang .. n at least we know orang nih cemana, yg tu cemana..and able to compromise with them laa... To me, if i keep on doubting and underestimating my own capability, i can never know how good i could be (cewah..).. I think i should challenge myself to know what i'm capable of... and i personally believe that i work best under pressure.. so, i am prepared to work my a** off... chaiyok!!! i can do it!!
owh and yes..today is a busy day for me..not that i'm busy with my work ke ape..tp saje buat2 bizi..i made myself as busy as i could ( and yes..i wake up early in the morning on SUNDAY, ok!!) i went to kedai tayar to get all my tyres changed (not my "spare" tyre, tau~~ hik hik hik..itu kene kasik maintain!! )..kat kedai tuh aje sampai kol 2..3 daripada tayar2 tuh mmg botak btol, 1 tu org kedai tu ambik utk tayar secondhand..abes laa 600 lebih.. pengsan nyawa aku!!lps tuh balik umh, masak ( my mum is not feeling very well..demam sket kot, walaupun begitu, sempat jugak die pegi kebun durian kat kepis)..tp masak sayur ngn goreng telur je pon, my ayah masak gulai tunjang dengan kundang.. we lunched around 3 o clock or so.. after that, saye pun tanpa mengenal erti kenyang, mengadap pulak buah durian...2 bijik saye sorang, ok!..mlm tadi tak mkn nasik, melantak durian je plak...almaklum laa..kat umh nih ade 3 org aje..tapi, durian kat dapur tuh ade laa dlm 3 bakul besar..pastu tadi ade sepupu saye plak datang, ajak makan durian plak lagi..die datang segerombolan pon durian tuh tak luak pon jugak..masih lagi 3 bakul... itu pon setelah bagi die bawak balik dalam seguni...masih jugak 3 bakul.. Oleh itu kawan2..sape rase nak mkn durian, jangan laa merase segan silu utk datang menyerbu rumah saye.. tapi umah seremban laa yer, bukan umh s alam...kalo umh s alam, bukan aje ajak minum, ajak masuk pon blom tentu..hua hua hua hua.... oh..terkeluar topik plak saye...lps makan durian tadik, saye pon pegi laa keluar untuk memenuhi misi (bukan makcik ummi misi).. seterusnye :membasuh kereta..
lps basuh kete, balik umh tgk2 ade sepupu&co dtg makan durian kat umah tuh..lps diorang balik, saye pegi sapu "rain act" kat cermin kete saye...dan kemudian duduk tercongok di depan Mr.V slps magrib.
Tujuan saye memenatkan diri adalah utk mendapatkan tidur yg lena pada mlm nih dan buleh bgn pagi besok dgn mudahnye( buleh ke??).besok saye dah kene pegi pd utk register...that's that..
lps tu, satu lagi cerita dongeng yg akan saye sampaikan ialah, aritu 10/01/09 saya telah berangkat ke kuantan utk menghadiri majlis perkahwinan anak bekas pengetua saye di mrsm mzms.. saya rase mcm saye kene pegi di sebabkan oleh personal invitation daripada ustaz wan melalui telefon pada sebelum krismas aritu, n lagi satu en. tunang saye yg nak pegi jumpe ustaz tuh jugak..almaklum laa ustaz tu baik btol..dan yg paling penting dia yang nak sponsor duit minyak ngn tol..yeayy!!time kasih ye,rayap!!nnt sponsor laaa lagi yer!!(owh yer, sbnrnye die bg duit utk buat balancing ngn alignment tayar tuh tadik..tapi duit ganti tayar tu mak saye yg sponsor ) tapi tuh laa, tak sempat sgt nk jalan2 kat kuantan tuh memandangkan, pada mlm tersebut, sorang kwn zaman asasi melangsungkan majlis perkahwinannya di subang jaya.. dan disebabkan saye dah lame tak jumpe kawan2 asasi, zilla lenni dan kere (baca cmni: ke sekolah, dan Do Re Mi ), lalu saye rase ini juga adlh sesuatu yg wajib pegi..jadi saye pegi laa... owh, masih belum terlewat lg utk saye wish Zila n Kere slamat pengantin baru..moga berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat... ramai jugak kengkawan asasi saye nak kawen dah nih.. Ady a.k.a Adnyn Muhanifa 25/1/09, Pero a.k.a Aisyah Fairuz 6/02/09 kot... Farraliza bulan 3 ..tak igt tarikh... to pero ngn ady, pertandingan korang tuh, aku jadik hakim tau!! hahahaha...
so ape lagi ek...ntah laa...saye ade bercadang utk menulis entri yg berbentuk ilmiah pulak laa lepas nih...agak2 ok tak??? hahahha...(bercadang je baru...) kirenye, macam memberi lecture kepada anda2 sumer (yer anda!!) mengenai Knowledge Management, iaitu program master yg saye sedang buat...biar nnt anda sume pon dpt masterji bersame2 saye...dan terbukak hati nak sambung master jugak... nasihat saye, carik bidang yang btol2 anda minat, and sambung.. to tell u the truth, saye tak penah terfikir pun boleh dapat result macam result master nih...terase menyesal mase degre tak belajar elok2, sbb dulu tak rase pandai pun... dulu2 pnah laa terpikir "blaja cemane pun, kalo dah kureng ok tuh...takkan dapat punye 3.50.." kirenye, tak payah mimpi laa...tp skang saye mempunyai perspective yg jauh berbeza dari dulu... and that's what we call "learning process"....
ps: did u know diorang measure the level of development of the country melalui bilangan professional and qualification para citizen nye jugak??? therefore, kalo nak jadikkan Malaysia nih negara maju cepat, cepat2 laa sambung master..even better sambung sampai PhD... kalo boleh, jgn laa bagi alasan "kalo sambung master pun, bukan gaji naik pun..."
rase nak tulis....tapi...
malas... tp byk bende nak tulis sbnrnye....
di sini saye nk mengucapkan takziah di atas pemergian salah sorang anak buah kedah saye, Allahyarham Mohd Farhan Abd Ghani, pd waktu maghrib smlm(Jumaat).. takziah kepada keluarga beliau..Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh allahyarham..Memang jelas laa yg Allah lebih sayangkan arwah..
pastu actually byk lg yg nak tulis..tp nnt laalain kali...di waktu ade mood.. daaa...
di sini saye nk mengucapkan takziah di atas pemergian salah sorang anak buah kedah saye, Allahyarham Mohd Farhan Abd Ghani, pd waktu maghrib smlm(Jumaat).. takziah kepada keluarga beliau..Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh allahyarham..Memang jelas laa yg Allah lebih sayangkan arwah..
pastu actually byk lg yg nak tulis..tp nnt laalain kali...di waktu ade mood.. daaa...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
December 31st, 2008
finally... the year of 2008 is about to leave us in less than 4 hours ( at the moment of typing).. SO i guess this is also a good time for me to re-evaluate myself before making a new-year resolution(s).... (mcm series giler aje kan?)
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Scanning Completed!
heh.. as far as i'm concerned, most of my last-year's resolutions achieved (or maybe almost achieving) their goals..
1) to get good results for my master's studies..checked!
2) try to find myself a job..checked !(almost..got one aritu, tp tak pegi..and this one i think, i'll go for it..)
3) *** ******* ** **** ...checked!(almost laa gak sbnrnye)
so, my new years resolution would be:
1) get item (2) and (3) fully achieved ...
2) try to balance everything in my life...
3) complete my master's degree by the end of the year...
4) continuously trying to be a better person...
Bon Voyage 2008 and Welcome 2009... I really hope that this year will be more than just wonderful.. It is hoped that everything will fall into place for me...amin...
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Scanning Completed!
heh.. as far as i'm concerned, most of my last-year's resolutions achieved (or maybe almost achieving) their goals..
1) to get good results for my master's studies..checked!
2) try to find myself a job..checked !(almost..got one aritu, tp tak pegi..and this one i think, i'll go for it..)
3) *** ******* ** **** ...checked!(almost laa gak sbnrnye)
so, my new years resolution would be:
1) get item (2) and (3) fully achieved ...
2) try to balance everything in my life...
3) complete my master's degree by the end of the year...
4) continuously trying to be a better person...
Bon Voyage 2008 and Welcome 2009... I really hope that this year will be more than just wonderful.. It is hoped that everything will fall into place for me...amin...
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Al Fatihah..
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.. di atas kemangkatan Yang di Pertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan.. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke ata roh beliau..
Friday, December 26, 2008
Member-get- member deal..
seperti yang telah saye jangkakan terjadi... bil telefon saye utk bulan ini adalah melambung dgn amat tinggi...sbb aritu mase kat PD saye gune internet dgn menggunakan tpon sbg modem walaupun hanya dlm mase lebih kurang 1JAM sahaje..(teknologi mmg canggih...tp isk isk isk)...walaupun jumlah penggunaan panggilan hanyalah lebih kurang RM 22 sahaja...poor me!
stressed!
stressed!
Year end sale!! Malaysia's big saving sale...discounts up to 70%!!!!
haaa...!! amik..terbeliak bijik mate anda sume kan??? oh, tapi seperti biasa, mendung tak bererti hujan....tajuk entri juge tak menggambarkan isinya, begitu juga dgn pepatah omputih, don't judge a book by its cover..
penulisan entri ini bukanlah bermaksud saye sudah membuat pilihan utk persoalan2 hidup yg di paparkan di dlm entri yg sebelumnya..tetapi ini adalah entri tiada kena mengena langsung dgn persoalan tersebut.. entri ini hanyalah bermaksud utk saje2 je...
Pada mlm tadi, saye ada laa berhubung dgn anak buah kedah (kerana arwah pak sedare sulung saye kawen dgn org kedah..dan anak buah ini adlh cucu kpd arwah pak sedare saye nih ..) kami lebih kurang sebaya dan kami lebih senang berhubung melalui instant messaging dan sms, dan mungkin atas sebab kami ni lebih kurang sebaya, kami lebih senang berkomunikasi antara satu dgn lain...
so, nk dipendekkan cerita.. baru2 ni, beliau yang sorang nih cerita laa kat saye yang ade satu konflik keluarga telah berlaku.. lalu saye pun bertanya laa konflik ape?? hehe..die pun jawab, konflik tgh berebut tarikh kenduri kawen pada cuti sekolah bulan 3 nanti...(gimik bukan main..!! konflik tuh..) utk pengetahuan, 3 anak buah kedah saye yg sedang berebut tarikh tu (actually parents diorang laa..anak2 bese tak amik port kot..) 2 daripadanya dah bertunang dan sorang lagi tu potong trip org2 yang dah tunang tuh terus nikah(dah jodoh die dulu, yer tak??)...tp bukan laa sampai bergaduh ke ape..jgn pikir negative tau!! Saye bagi cadangan kat die nih supaye buat je combine..tak payah susah2 rebut tarikh..buat sama2...diorang pun jimat blanja, kite yg nak pegi makan kenduri nih pun jimat jugak..yer tak???(yer la kann.. kene jugak pikir duit minyak, tol, dan blanje2 lain ..[buatnye lepas pegi makan kenduri tuh, nak lajak kan perjalanan ke langkawi ke..padang besar ke..]
So, diorang pun blom bg tau keputusan akhir die mcm mana...kite tunggu dan lihat..
(agak2 laa kan tajuk tuh ade kaitan tak ngn entri???)
penulisan entri ini bukanlah bermaksud saye sudah membuat pilihan utk persoalan2 hidup yg di paparkan di dlm entri yg sebelumnya..tetapi ini adalah entri tiada kena mengena langsung dgn persoalan tersebut.. entri ini hanyalah bermaksud utk saje2 je...
Pada mlm tadi, saye ada laa berhubung dgn anak buah kedah (kerana arwah pak sedare sulung saye kawen dgn org kedah..dan anak buah ini adlh cucu kpd arwah pak sedare saye nih ..) kami lebih kurang sebaya dan kami lebih senang berhubung melalui instant messaging dan sms, dan mungkin atas sebab kami ni lebih kurang sebaya, kami lebih senang berkomunikasi antara satu dgn lain...
so, nk dipendekkan cerita.. baru2 ni, beliau yang sorang nih cerita laa kat saye yang ade satu konflik keluarga telah berlaku.. lalu saye pun bertanya laa konflik ape?? hehe..die pun jawab, konflik tgh berebut tarikh kenduri kawen pada cuti sekolah bulan 3 nanti...(gimik bukan main..!! konflik tuh..) utk pengetahuan, 3 anak buah kedah saye yg sedang berebut tarikh tu (actually parents diorang laa..anak2 bese tak amik port kot..) 2 daripadanya dah bertunang dan sorang lagi tu potong trip org2 yang dah tunang tuh terus nikah(dah jodoh die dulu, yer tak??)...tp bukan laa sampai bergaduh ke ape..jgn pikir negative tau!! Saye bagi cadangan kat die nih supaye buat je combine..tak payah susah2 rebut tarikh..buat sama2...diorang pun jimat blanja, kite yg nak pegi makan kenduri nih pun jimat jugak..yer tak???(yer la kann.. kene jugak pikir duit minyak, tol, dan blanje2 lain ..[buatnye lepas pegi makan kenduri tuh, nak lajak kan perjalanan ke langkawi ke..padang besar ke..]
So, diorang pun blom bg tau keputusan akhir die mcm mana...kite tunggu dan lihat..
(agak2 laa kan tajuk tuh ade kaitan tak ngn entri???)
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
of mawi and siti nurhaliza (part 2)
hehe..to cyeda...ramalan mu benar belaka..it is Guru M**A... and the place utk report duty will be T***A Beach Resort in PD..so, you got that one right...
thank you kakngah for the opinion...
today, i received a wake up call from En. R***M...and just what need this time, something that will make this decision making tougher!!! another interesting (i mean really interesting!!) project proposed by my classmate (master's class), En. R***M about an upcoming project for the faculty regarding KM implementation in Malaysia's Automotive Manufacturers .. This project is something we (our class) are planning to leave for the faculty (haha..sentimental!!).. and to do this, i believe that i need to have ample time in my hands to focus on the project...from the explanation i get from en. R***M, it does sound like a big project... Our senior had organized a forum, inviting "big-shots" being the panels doing knowledge sharing session.. so, we thought that we should also leave sth to remember us by.. pastu ade sebut psl buat trip sumer, cari sponsor n all...hahahah ...ai loike!! ( yg tu sbnr nye, yg interesting!!!)
i also asked an opinion from an online friend whom already hold a PhD in something related to datacomm amende ntah..tak pnah tanye in details (in fact, i dont even know his fullname, i just know his YM id)...hehe.. so, he sort of telling me to complete the master first, and the job will always be available ...dont worry about the job...
but still i'm still in dilemma...hahaha...fenin2
thank you kakngah for the opinion...
today, i received a wake up call from En. R***M...and just what need this time, something that will make this decision making tougher!!! another interesting (i mean really interesting!!) project proposed by my classmate (master's class), En. R***M about an upcoming project for the faculty regarding KM implementation in Malaysia's Automotive Manufacturers .. This project is something we (our class) are planning to leave for the faculty (haha..sentimental!!).. and to do this, i believe that i need to have ample time in my hands to focus on the project...from the explanation i get from en. R***M, it does sound like a big project... Our senior had organized a forum, inviting "big-shots" being the panels doing knowledge sharing session.. so, we thought that we should also leave sth to remember us by.. pastu ade sebut psl buat trip sumer, cari sponsor n all...hahahah ...ai loike!! ( yg tu sbnr nye, yg interesting!!!)
i also asked an opinion from an online friend whom already hold a PhD in something related to datacomm amende ntah..tak pnah tanye in details (in fact, i dont even know his fullname, i just know his YM id)...hehe.. so, he sort of telling me to complete the master first, and the job will always be available ...dont worry about the job...
but still i'm still in dilemma...hahaha...fenin2
Monday, December 22, 2008
terpingga...tertanya...di dalam dilema mu~~ (of mawi and siti nurhaliza)
at last..the result for the previous semester has been out already..and i am happy about it... i'm quite surprise of it actually..tapi biase laa kontrol macho.. and what's more important, it's far better than the previous semester's result.. Thank you Allah... and also those helped me directly and indirectly...
other than that.. now i am facing dilemma between 2 choices... i just got a job offer from a govt statuitory body as a teacher ( i suppose)( and it is also a permanent post, ok!!).. i received notification via sms that asking me to check for the details from the internet.. so i did... why is it i'm torn between 2 choices??? (and that reminds me of "the road not taken")
as everyone knows, currently i'm pursuing my master and i have only 1 semester to go.. and next year, if the news from the TV3, utusan and other news network about the next recession happened to be true, that means less chances for me of getting hired by any company anytime soon..Plus, i'm getting married next year..and currently my financial support comes from FAMA (my father and mother)...
What i needed the most right at this moment is reliable and consistent financial income...but at the same time, i wanted to finish my master (i more semester, remember??) very badly... so, if you were in my shoes, which road do you choose??
which one should i prioritize??? what i need or what i desire/want???
some of you would say, why not just finish my master because my parent will be sponsoring me, inside out...makan, minum, place to stay (currently, i stay alone in a 3 room apartment/flat..all by myself), car...duit jajan n what not...sumer cukup, except for duit shopping and joli katak (usually entertainment sponsored by en.fiance..tapi bukan shopping, only wayang2, dating2, game2 etc sahaje...hehe) tapi utk therapy minda (shopping)nggak ada..jadi tiada joli katak, dan minda juga tidak tenang...
pasal kawen pon, saye rase saye memerlukan sumber kewangan sendiri supaya saye dapat merase sedikit berpuas hati dengan majlis yg akan hanya berlangsung sekali seumur hidup itu, maksud saye, sapekah yg sangat baik hati yg sudi mensponsor majlis kawen saye jadik best macam mawi dan siti nurhaliza??? ade ke?? mesti takde kan?? tapi saye takde laa nak majlis yg grand giler mcm diorang tu, but still i have dreams of my own and i wish to fulfill them satu pon cukup laa kalo tak semua, kan???
And again, mmg la my parents yg akan buatkan majlis tu and all..tapi bile org buatkan, org yg kuar kan duit, the theme most probably will be "back to basics" if you know what i mean...if i wanted to hv opinion/have anything extra..kata2 kena selari dengan duit jugak..mcm kirim barang kat orang laa jugak, kalau pesan dgn air liur, dapatnye air liur jugak..bukan tak bersyukur...tapi, this is once in a lifetime's event..
yg en. fiance ni plak lagi satu...bile suruh die yg sambung master ke apatah lagi phd , banyak je alasan die...tapi beriya-iya nak suruh kite pegi sambung phd terus biar die dpt ikut, pastu kate " ape masalah nye sambung phd??" kalo ade cermin yg boleh pantulkan kata2 tuh pada diri die sendiri kan best (if only...).... as for now, i'm tired of studying (buat mase nih je, esok lusa dah recharge energy, ok laa balik)...penat dah... i felt my brain swelling...
Owh..back to the problem..the thing is, kat website yg announce result psl job offer tu, tak bagi tau pon where will i be posted to, so i get confused whether to accept the offer or not.. kalo die dah bg tau placement kat mane tu takpe jugak..tp nih takde..kalo tau placement bleh laa consider nk pegi ke tak kan???either to take the offer and still do the master ke...the problem is i dont know what to do with my master class...dah nak register dah nih ..org tuh suruh pegi report duty dulu, baru bagitau placement...diorang akan terus suruh report duty kat ade sebuah resort di port dickson dan kat situ baru akan tau ape akan jadi selepas itu..
back to the dilemma, can anybody give me perspectives?????
should i take it or should i not???
what do you think??
other than that.. now i am facing dilemma between 2 choices... i just got a job offer from a govt statuitory body as a teacher ( i suppose)( and it is also a permanent post, ok!!).. i received notification via sms that asking me to check for the details from the internet.. so i did... why is it i'm torn between 2 choices??? (and that reminds me of "the road not taken")
as everyone knows, currently i'm pursuing my master and i have only 1 semester to go.. and next year, if the news from the TV3, utusan and other news network about the next recession happened to be true, that means less chances for me of getting hired by any company anytime soon..Plus, i'm getting married next year..and currently my financial support comes from FAMA (my father and mother)...
What i needed the most right at this moment is reliable and consistent financial income...but at the same time, i wanted to finish my master (i more semester, remember??) very badly... so, if you were in my shoes, which road do you choose??
which one should i prioritize??? what i need or what i desire/want???
some of you would say, why not just finish my master because my parent will be sponsoring me, inside out...makan, minum, place to stay (currently, i stay alone in a 3 room apartment/flat..all by myself), car...duit jajan n what not...sumer cukup, except for duit shopping and joli katak (usually entertainment sponsored by en.fiance..tapi bukan shopping, only wayang2, dating2, game2 etc sahaje...hehe) tapi utk therapy minda (shopping)nggak ada..jadi tiada joli katak, dan minda juga tidak tenang...
pasal kawen pon, saye rase saye memerlukan sumber kewangan sendiri supaya saye dapat merase sedikit berpuas hati dengan majlis yg akan hanya berlangsung sekali seumur hidup itu, maksud saye, sapekah yg sangat baik hati yg sudi mensponsor majlis kawen saye jadik best macam mawi dan siti nurhaliza??? ade ke?? mesti takde kan?? tapi saye takde laa nak majlis yg grand giler mcm diorang tu, but still i have dreams of my own and i wish to fulfill them satu pon cukup laa kalo tak semua, kan???
And again, mmg la my parents yg akan buatkan majlis tu and all..tapi bile org buatkan, org yg kuar kan duit, the theme most probably will be "back to basics" if you know what i mean...if i wanted to hv opinion/have anything extra..kata2 kena selari dengan duit jugak..mcm kirim barang kat orang laa jugak, kalau pesan dgn air liur, dapatnye air liur jugak..bukan tak bersyukur...tapi, this is once in a lifetime's event..
yg en. fiance ni plak lagi satu...bile suruh die yg sambung master ke apatah lagi phd , banyak je alasan die...tapi beriya-iya nak suruh kite pegi sambung phd terus biar die dpt ikut, pastu kate " ape masalah nye sambung phd??" kalo ade cermin yg boleh pantulkan kata2 tuh pada diri die sendiri kan best (if only...).... as for now, i'm tired of studying (buat mase nih je, esok lusa dah recharge energy, ok laa balik)...penat dah... i felt my brain swelling...
Owh..back to the problem..the thing is, kat website yg announce result psl job offer tu, tak bagi tau pon where will i be posted to, so i get confused whether to accept the offer or not.. kalo die dah bg tau placement kat mane tu takpe jugak..tp nih takde..kalo tau placement bleh laa consider nk pegi ke tak kan???either to take the offer and still do the master ke...the problem is i dont know what to do with my master class...dah nak register dah nih ..org tuh suruh pegi report duty dulu, baru bagitau placement...diorang akan terus suruh report duty kat ade sebuah resort di port dickson dan kat situ baru akan tau ape akan jadi selepas itu..
back to the dilemma, can anybody give me perspectives?????
should i take it or should i not???
what do you think??
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
vacation mood...
now i'm having sort of vacation in Mayangsari PD... Againn... tp kire ok laa... but this place reminds me of my tesl friends a lot especially the trip we had last year.. Yeah..as Siti said our batch didnt really bond with each other but by having the class trip made me realize that actually we did not really get to know each other in the previous 4 years... my classmates adlh sgt happening and pening at the same time.. hehe!
so now, i started to feel serenity and calm within me.. it's a good thing, isnt it?? haha..maybe it's because the result is not out yet and hey, i'm in no rush...so dont bother to come out just yet.just let me enjoy this zen-like feeling for little more longer, enjoy sleeping soundly every night...hmmm...bestnye! it's like i have nothing to worry about and i'm loving it!!
owh ye..lupe plak nk bgtau..skang nih saye berada di PD nih bersama2 mak ayah saye dan bangah dan kakngah dan hanan dan zara dan umar dan of kos awoo...diorang tido lagi kot..i slept early last night, around 1030 kot..and woke up around 3 am and could not sleep anymore.. so i decided to surf the internet using my phone as the modem (abes laa bil gue..) for like an hour or so...then i watched 3 episodes of Private practice season 2 downloaded last week..After subuh, i went to the lobby to use the wireless service... Owh ye jugak lagi, misti ramai yg tertanya2 ttg keberadaan maxis broadband saye tuh kan??? modem tersebut berada di tangan en. fiance kerana saye sedang bercuti di rumah dan ade en. streamyx...saje sian tgk die kebosanan... hmm tu laa, nk wat cmane lagik kan...daripada gelap tadi, ni dah terang benderang dah nih..
Ok laa..nk naik la dah..tgk kanak2 tu dh bgn ke blom... orait....tatalll
so now, i started to feel serenity and calm within me.. it's a good thing, isnt it?? haha..maybe it's because the result is not out yet and hey, i'm in no rush...so dont bother to come out just yet.just let me enjoy this zen-like feeling for little more longer, enjoy sleeping soundly every night...hmmm...bestnye! it's like i have nothing to worry about and i'm loving it!!
owh ye..lupe plak nk bgtau..skang nih saye berada di PD nih bersama2 mak ayah saye dan bangah dan kakngah dan hanan dan zara dan umar dan of kos awoo...diorang tido lagi kot..i slept early last night, around 1030 kot..and woke up around 3 am and could not sleep anymore.. so i decided to surf the internet using my phone as the modem (abes laa bil gue..) for like an hour or so...then i watched 3 episodes of Private practice season 2 downloaded last week..After subuh, i went to the lobby to use the wireless service... Owh ye jugak lagi, misti ramai yg tertanya2 ttg keberadaan maxis broadband saye tuh kan??? modem tersebut berada di tangan en. fiance kerana saye sedang bercuti di rumah dan ade en. streamyx...saje sian tgk die kebosanan... hmm tu laa, nk wat cmane lagik kan...daripada gelap tadi, ni dah terang benderang dah nih..
Ok laa..nk naik la dah..tgk kanak2 tu dh bgn ke blom... orait....tatalll
Monday, December 15, 2008
Official entry
Last saturday, i am officially engaged to en.bf. Therefore from now on, i should address him as en. fiance...rase kelakar laa pulak.. ooopps sorry, tergedik seketika... abes laa, since my sisters (including in-law[s]) and my cousin[s], are part of the readers of this blog...kang kantoi laa plak saye seorang yang gedik *blushing* hahaha... so, for this entry, i think i would just briefly describe one of the events in my life, and that is of course laa about the engagement day... it's not that i felt like the event wasnt important in my life but somehow i just couldnt really "feel" it...i'm happy but it's just takde "feel" laa... i dont know what's the reason(s) behind it, but.. you tell me!
(1) To some of you that have read the announcement (yang skang nih saye dah hide kan entry tersebut atas sebab2 tertentu), you would know that my make up artist wasnt here, and that makes 2 of my sisters were not here during the event...
(2) my en. fiance pun tak datang pada hari kejadian, di sebabkan oleh perintah larangan daripada ibundanya...so, sbg anak yg THO'AT (sebut seperti bahase arab ye), make die pun menurut perintah..
(3) lepas tu mase time2 org(sebelah) nak amik gambar dgn star of the day nih, tetibe laa plak one of my nieces , yaya came to me and said something like "tuyaa" repeatedly and at the same time pull my hand..ntah ajak gi mane ntah...tp tak dapek laa den nak ngikut doh...dah laa pelat lagi..so tak tau laa ape yg die nk ckp sbnrnye...tp comel! hehehe...tp dh hilang feel sket nk amik gambar posing2...
(4) lagi satu, the whole day, i didnt feel nervous at all....i mean even mase nk gi konvokesyen pun rase nervous bagai nak gile...pastu kalo time nk kne g interview, siap takleh tido lagi.... ini, agak nyenyak laa jugak sehingga waktu dikejutkan...tido baekkkk punye!takde rase berdebar2 la pendek katenye...
(5) none of my friend is coming. tp yer laa, i just invited kawan skolah rendah, which are majority area seremban laa...bukan tanak ajak org2 tesl, asasi ke ape...tanak menyusahkan korang je ...
and there were also interesting stories (at least to me) that happened that day while i was putting on my own make up (sob sob ..for doing my own make up..)...
(1) one of my cousin's daughter, decades older than me tumpang mandi in my bathroom, n then after seeing me putting make up by myself (note: i was alone in that room earlier), she asked,
Cousin's Daughter: make up sendiri ke dik???
me: (saje buat muke kunun cam sedih) a'aa..siann kene make up sendiri...make up artist takde..
Cousin's Daughter: takpe2 jap lagi ******* tolong mekap kan lepas mandi nih...
me: (OMG!!!!!) lantas selepas je die masuk bilik air,
maka saya dgn sepantas halilintar menyiapkan makeup saye sehingga habes....cuma tak sempat pakai lipstick je... tgk2 die kuar bilik air saye dah siap...hehehe ..dlm hati tuh, nasib baik sempat siapp...hehehe..saje je tanak nyusahkan org lain utk mekapkan...hehehe :P (note for saksik: kakcik, blusher die same laa ngan awak !!! hehehehe) itu pun,mase pakai lipstick nih, saye telah dicadangkan oleh mekap artis saye utk pakai kaler yg tak laa merah cam makngah..so, after saye pakai lipstick tu org tuh komen lipstick saye pucat..so, utk menjaga ati, saye pun pakai laa merah sket...tp tuh pun cam pink sketttt je...
(2) one of my mom's anak buah (umur dah warga emas laaa) dulu (menurut pemahaman saye sblm hari kejadian) ckp kat mak psl anak kwn die(lelaki) tak kawen lagi n nk dicarikkan laa spouse utk anak lelaki kwn die...so, i tot mule2nye die suruh mak carik kan kot2 org taman guru nih ade sape2 anak pompuannye cikgu dan tak kawen lagi...rupe2nye pada awal alkisahnye die adalah bertanye kpd mak saye mengenai perihal saye utk dikenenkan dgn anak lelaki kwn nye itu... saye amat bernasib baik kerana beberapa tahun yg lepas, ketika saya mengikuti satu rombongan menghantar cincin tunang di Serting, i have had a conversation with my mother, and conversation tu lebih kurang camnih laa :
Me: mak, org yang tunang nih, die carik sendiri ke orang yg carikkan??(fyi: i like to ask this kind of question to my mother..haha...kepoci)
Mak: Abang die yang runding kan...nape plak??
Me: ooo..takde ape..tapikan nanti kan adik TANAK camtuh tauu....
SO, i reckoned my mother still remember that conversation or maybe because i have invited en. fiance formerly known as en.bf to meet my parents....So, instead of me, she suggested our neighbour's daughter...lucky me... Overall, the event went well if not very well... (since u know, most of the time i was in my room..hehe, saye nih kan pemalu..) about the hantaran i received, there was no problem at all to finish all the cake, chocolates, and fruits..because i have lots and lots of relatives, anak buahs and what not...even before i opened the gifts, i noticed some of their eyes (especially the kids) were on the gifts especially the cake and the chocolate...so, dlm mase yg amat sekejap, bende2 tu abes.. So that's about it...that’s about the day.... and i’ll just put a few pictures...
this is the simplest design of sireh junjung that i could find in old collection of magazines....that tall thing is candle ok!!
the hantaran i got
this is me after the "sarung cincin". the one in tudung labuh is my en. fiance's maklong and the one with yellow tudung/hijab is my soon to be mother in-law....(alamak..nervous tuh delayed laa..baru sampai....)
thanks a lot to my sister in-laws for helping me out with the hantaran....
(1) To some of you that have read the announcement (yang skang nih saye dah hide kan entry tersebut atas sebab2 tertentu), you would know that my make up artist wasnt here, and that makes 2 of my sisters were not here during the event...
(2) my en. fiance pun tak datang pada hari kejadian, di sebabkan oleh perintah larangan daripada ibundanya...so, sbg anak yg THO'AT (sebut seperti bahase arab ye), make die pun menurut perintah..
(3) lepas tu mase time2 org(sebelah) nak amik gambar dgn star of the day nih, tetibe laa plak one of my nieces , yaya came to me and said something like "tuyaa" repeatedly and at the same time pull my hand..ntah ajak gi mane ntah...tp tak dapek laa den nak ngikut doh...dah laa pelat lagi..so tak tau laa ape yg die nk ckp sbnrnye...tp comel! hehehe...tp dh hilang feel sket nk amik gambar posing2...
(4) lagi satu, the whole day, i didnt feel nervous at all....i mean even mase nk gi konvokesyen pun rase nervous bagai nak gile...pastu kalo time nk kne g interview, siap takleh tido lagi.... ini, agak nyenyak laa jugak sehingga waktu dikejutkan...tido baekkkk punye!takde rase berdebar2 la pendek katenye...
(5) none of my friend is coming. tp yer laa, i just invited kawan skolah rendah, which are majority area seremban laa...bukan tanak ajak org2 tesl, asasi ke ape...tanak menyusahkan korang je ...
and there were also interesting stories (at least to me) that happened that day while i was putting on my own make up (sob sob ..for doing my own make up..)...
(1) one of my cousin's daughter, decades older than me tumpang mandi in my bathroom, n then after seeing me putting make up by myself (note: i was alone in that room earlier), she asked,
Cousin's Daughter: make up sendiri ke dik???
me: (saje buat muke kunun cam sedih) a'aa..siann kene make up sendiri...make up artist takde..
Cousin's Daughter: takpe2 jap lagi ******* tolong mekap kan lepas mandi nih...
me: (OMG!!!!!) lantas selepas je die masuk bilik air,
maka saya dgn sepantas halilintar menyiapkan makeup saye sehingga habes....cuma tak sempat pakai lipstick je... tgk2 die kuar bilik air saye dah siap...hehehe ..dlm hati tuh, nasib baik sempat siapp...hehehe..saje je tanak nyusahkan org lain utk mekapkan...hehehe :P (note for saksik: kakcik, blusher die same laa ngan awak !!! hehehehe) itu pun,mase pakai lipstick nih, saye telah dicadangkan oleh mekap artis saye utk pakai kaler yg tak laa merah cam makngah..so, after saye pakai lipstick tu org tuh komen lipstick saye pucat..so, utk menjaga ati, saye pun pakai laa merah sket...tp tuh pun cam pink sketttt je...
(2) one of my mom's anak buah (umur dah warga emas laaa) dulu (menurut pemahaman saye sblm hari kejadian) ckp kat mak psl anak kwn die(lelaki) tak kawen lagi n nk dicarikkan laa spouse utk anak lelaki kwn die...so, i tot mule2nye die suruh mak carik kan kot2 org taman guru nih ade sape2 anak pompuannye cikgu dan tak kawen lagi...rupe2nye pada awal alkisahnye die adalah bertanye kpd mak saye mengenai perihal saye utk dikenenkan dgn anak lelaki kwn nye itu... saye amat bernasib baik kerana beberapa tahun yg lepas, ketika saya mengikuti satu rombongan menghantar cincin tunang di Serting, i have had a conversation with my mother, and conversation tu lebih kurang camnih laa :
Me: mak, org yang tunang nih, die carik sendiri ke orang yg carikkan??(fyi: i like to ask this kind of question to my mother..haha...kepoci)
Mak: Abang die yang runding kan...nape plak??
Me: ooo..takde ape..tapikan nanti kan adik TANAK camtuh tauu....
SO, i reckoned my mother still remember that conversation or maybe because i have invited en. fiance formerly known as en.bf to meet my parents....So, instead of me, she suggested our neighbour's daughter...lucky me... Overall, the event went well if not very well... (since u know, most of the time i was in my room..hehe, saye nih kan pemalu..) about the hantaran i received, there was no problem at all to finish all the cake, chocolates, and fruits..because i have lots and lots of relatives, anak buahs and what not...even before i opened the gifts, i noticed some of their eyes (especially the kids) were on the gifts especially the cake and the chocolate...so, dlm mase yg amat sekejap, bende2 tu abes.. So that's about it...that’s about the day.... and i’ll just put a few pictures...
this is the simplest design of sireh junjung that i could find in old collection of magazines....that tall thing is candle ok!!
the hantaran i got
this is me after the "sarung cincin". the one in tudung labuh is my en. fiance's maklong and the one with yellow tudung/hijab is my soon to be mother in-law....(alamak..nervous tuh delayed laa..baru sampai....)
thanks a lot to my sister in-laws for helping me out with the hantaran....
Thursday, December 4, 2008
haaa...kan dah kantoi!!!!
alhamdulillah, my father gets better every day.. and i'm thankful...
haha...i thought that the readers of my blog are just my tesl friends and ex-schoolmate... rupa2nye udah ramai yg tau...hua hua hua... cemane nih???my camouflage as Miss Nugget tidak lagik berkesan di kala ini.... oleh itu, saye kne kontrol ayu sket.... (",) hehehe..
tu laaa.. kan dah kantoi!
haha...i thought that the readers of my blog are just my tesl friends and ex-schoolmate... rupa2nye udah ramai yg tau...hua hua hua... cemane nih???my camouflage as Miss Nugget tidak lagik berkesan di kala ini.... oleh itu, saye kne kontrol ayu sket.... (",) hehehe..
tu laaa.. kan dah kantoi!
Monday, December 1, 2008
a gloomy one....
what has been planned earlier was that today we (my parents and i- since i am the official driver to my folks during the holiday) were supposed to go to Felda Sg. Lui (2-hour drive from Seremban) to a family gathering of my late aunt. My father insisted on going to this particular event, because at first they planned to hold the kenduri on the 29th but unfortunately one of my neighbour was going to have a wedding ceremony for her first daughter and, and since our house is very near we were obligated to help out and attend the wedding.. Since my father informed my cousins that he couldnt make it on the 29th, they were more than happy to switch the date to the 30th as long as my father could come to the kenduri (since my father is the only uncle they have left in the family..please note that my father is now 71 years old, and the last born in his family).
What happen this morning was suddenly my father could hardly walk by himself and needed a tongkat to walk (but still, i just cant believe that my father jalan pun mcm goyang sangat2, so fragile that even kalo jentik sikit pun boleh tumbang dah. seriously, i'm not exaggerating). I mean, last night he was just fine, driving to another kenduri held by a relative as well. But i dont know what went wrong, this morning he was not that good at all.. what i'm sure of is he wasnt miss his regular medication the previous night. This morning, all the joints (my father's) were aching badly , and my father can hardly walk...
At first, my sister suspected that he was infected by the new aedes disease, Chiku hape bende ntah...but after i brought my father to the general hospital, the doctor said that the disease takde laa mcm tu, however if after 3 days, the illlness become worse and if ade nmpk bintat2 merah2 kat kuli, then confirm laa bende chiku ntah hape ntah tu (hopefully tak..). And i asked the doctor if it's psoriatic arthritis, because my father has history of psoriasis..and from my reading, the disease could lead to joints inflammation.. then the doctor ckp tak jugak, and i was a little bit relief laa..tp still di selubungi misteri ...penyakit ape yg tetibe datang mcm tu aje, yer tak???
So, instead of going to the family gathering, we were heading to the general hospital laa kan....
pastu after dah balik rumah (at first, i thought that my father was going to be admitted[and we were ready to bring over some clothes and what not]- i mean, it would be good because in hospital there will be a lot of medical facilities and help in case anything happen-i'm not hoping that anything bad will happen, just to be prepared), i would run as fast as i could if i hear things fall to the floor to check on my father if he's ok, i would also run if i hear him "mengerang" to asking him if he needs anything, if i see him walking i will escort him from the back, to make sure where he's going do whatever he needs to do and escort him back to his room.. he wouldnt let me to "papah" him to his destination, so, escorting is what i could do to make sure he's ok .. it's frightening of the possibilities that could happen and i dont want to think about that at all.. all i know is that i'm extremely worried if anything happen to my father... i am just not ready... Ya Allah, please heal my father....
I dont know about how you would feel if your father suddenly tak terdaya nk jalan...but what i felt after twice seeing my father was so sick ( one, after he was having the bypass surgery, and this is the second time) oooppss..this is the third time, the second time was when he was down disebabkan oleh kayap kat kepala... i felt extremely worried and sedih jugak psl sumer orang pon tau, father figure ni once was orang yg paling kuat dlm family kite, one who suppose to protect our family at all time...suddenly i felt insecure, psychologically...bukan laa bermaksud die tak kuat nih i would be unprotected tapi insecure in terms of i'm not ready facing any loss... if you know what i mean... i dont know if i put it right in the exact words (sorry for any wrong interpretation), but that's how i feel... insecure..frightened..not ready...
so, now, i'm truly worried....please pray for my father.....
What happen this morning was suddenly my father could hardly walk by himself and needed a tongkat to walk (but still, i just cant believe that my father jalan pun mcm goyang sangat2, so fragile that even kalo jentik sikit pun boleh tumbang dah. seriously, i'm not exaggerating). I mean, last night he was just fine, driving to another kenduri held by a relative as well. But i dont know what went wrong, this morning he was not that good at all.. what i'm sure of is he wasnt miss his regular medication the previous night. This morning, all the joints (my father's) were aching badly , and my father can hardly walk...
At first, my sister suspected that he was infected by the new aedes disease, Chiku hape bende ntah...but after i brought my father to the general hospital, the doctor said that the disease takde laa mcm tu, however if after 3 days, the illlness become worse and if ade nmpk bintat2 merah2 kat kuli, then confirm laa bende chiku ntah hape ntah tu (hopefully tak..). And i asked the doctor if it's psoriatic arthritis, because my father has history of psoriasis..and from my reading, the disease could lead to joints inflammation.. then the doctor ckp tak jugak, and i was a little bit relief laa..tp still di selubungi misteri ...penyakit ape yg tetibe datang mcm tu aje, yer tak???
So, instead of going to the family gathering, we were heading to the general hospital laa kan....
pastu after dah balik rumah (at first, i thought that my father was going to be admitted[and we were ready to bring over some clothes and what not]- i mean, it would be good because in hospital there will be a lot of medical facilities and help in case anything happen-i'm not hoping that anything bad will happen, just to be prepared), i would run as fast as i could if i hear things fall to the floor to check on my father if he's ok, i would also run if i hear him "mengerang" to asking him if he needs anything, if i see him walking i will escort him from the back, to make sure where he's going do whatever he needs to do and escort him back to his room.. he wouldnt let me to "papah" him to his destination, so, escorting is what i could do to make sure he's ok .. it's frightening of the possibilities that could happen and i dont want to think about that at all.. all i know is that i'm extremely worried if anything happen to my father... i am just not ready... Ya Allah, please heal my father....
I dont know about how you would feel if your father suddenly tak terdaya nk jalan...but what i felt after twice seeing my father was so sick ( one, after he was having the bypass surgery, and this is the second time) oooppss..this is the third time, the second time was when he was down disebabkan oleh kayap kat kepala... i felt extremely worried and sedih jugak psl sumer orang pon tau, father figure ni once was orang yg paling kuat dlm family kite, one who suppose to protect our family at all time...suddenly i felt insecure, psychologically...bukan laa bermaksud die tak kuat nih i would be unprotected tapi insecure in terms of i'm not ready facing any loss... if you know what i mean... i dont know if i put it right in the exact words (sorry for any wrong interpretation), but that's how i feel... insecure..frightened..not ready...
so, now, i'm truly worried....please pray for my father.....
Thursday, November 27, 2008
congratulation and jubilation ...nananannnannannannaa...
dearest en. blog...
i have been catching up with a friend of mine whom just got married last not more than 2 months ago, and saje2 je tanye if she has already get herself "double" now...and the answers, even though it is not confirmed by any medical pratitioner just yet..most probably positive..i really hope that it is true... both of them, i'm sure they are anxiously excited to become father-to-be and mother-to-be....kann???kan???? kan father-to-be kan??kannnnn???(you know who you are...hehe..jgn senyum2 kambing je...)
so, another friend of mine yg dah pregnant is Manj... thanks for letting us know the good news as soon as u find out....i'm very happy for both you and along ...send my regards to him ekkk...
owh, as for my hantaran, both mak and i have agreed to just leave it to the kedai bunga/barang hantaran to settle it next time we have to do it...susah kalo masing2 tangan kayu nih....nnt wat malu je ...org bagi cantik2,kite punye mcm haram kan...??
to my blog readers, i really need your opinion on the theme for my wedding next year (hopefully)...it is because while i search for my tudung and selendang for the engagement, i discovered a store that sells beautiful lace (suitable for wedding dress) at a very reasonable price. I already asked en. bf about it but, the thing that makes me more confused is when he said " ikut awak laa...awak pilih laa..." grrrrr.....rase nak geget je makhluk nih...kang org pilih kaler pink tau plak tanak.... owh... about the store i mentioned... the choice of laces there enough to make me rambang mate bagai nak gila...i mean, even if i jalan2 kat jakel ke, euromoda ke, alinas ke and what not, sometime found that eventhough the price of the lace in like very pricy (sometime up to RM 200 per METER)and it is not that beautiful actually... i have no idea what makes it soooooo mahal...in this store yg i just found out, most of the laces are beautiful....and the price is only RM 60 per METER and very beautiful...there is no need to tambah more labuci ke ape ke....it is already cantik lip lap lip lap....glamour i tell you.... so, now i would like to ask for your opinion, kaler ape yg korang rase cantik...??? i got so confused....
owh, and i forgot to tell you one thing....i bought a selendang..not really a selendang..(macam veil pun ade gak...) from that same shop, that is full with lip lap lip lap.....for only RM 45 only..i have surveyed for the same thing in shah alam...a simpler selendang with nothing much on it would cost me RM 105, and the less it could go is RM 95... And the veil that i bought was at first RM 60, and i try to make it less to RM 50...then come the treasurer (of kosh be gosh my mothe laa kan..) she could bargain it to RM 45... i was happy enough that i could get as cheap as RM 50 because in Shah Alam, it was RM 105... ( half price already or what....!!!).. salute to the treasurer laa kan..tabik spring...
enough of that...i am sleepy and i think i want to go to sleep now....
till then, take care y'all...
i have been catching up with a friend of mine whom just got married last not more than 2 months ago, and saje2 je tanye if she has already get herself "double" now...and the answers, even though it is not confirmed by any medical pratitioner just yet..most probably positive..i really hope that it is true... both of them, i'm sure they are anxiously excited to become father-to-be and mother-to-be....kann???kan???? kan father-to-be kan??kannnnn???(you know who you are...hehe..jgn senyum2 kambing je...)
so, another friend of mine yg dah pregnant is Manj... thanks for letting us know the good news as soon as u find out....i'm very happy for both you and along ...send my regards to him ekkk...
owh, as for my hantaran, both mak and i have agreed to just leave it to the kedai bunga/barang hantaran to settle it next time we have to do it...susah kalo masing2 tangan kayu nih....nnt wat malu je ...org bagi cantik2,kite punye mcm haram kan...??
to my blog readers, i really need your opinion on the theme for my wedding next year (hopefully)...it is because while i search for my tudung and selendang for the engagement, i discovered a store that sells beautiful lace (suitable for wedding dress) at a very reasonable price. I already asked en. bf about it but, the thing that makes me more confused is when he said " ikut awak laa...awak pilih laa..." grrrrr.....rase nak geget je makhluk nih...kang org pilih kaler pink tau plak tanak.... owh... about the store i mentioned... the choice of laces there enough to make me rambang mate bagai nak gila...i mean, even if i jalan2 kat jakel ke, euromoda ke, alinas ke and what not, sometime found that eventhough the price of the lace in like very pricy (sometime up to RM 200 per METER)and it is not that beautiful actually... i have no idea what makes it soooooo mahal...in this store yg i just found out, most of the laces are beautiful....and the price is only RM 60 per METER and very beautiful...there is no need to tambah more labuci ke ape ke....it is already cantik lip lap lip lap....glamour i tell you.... so, now i would like to ask for your opinion, kaler ape yg korang rase cantik...??? i got so confused....
owh, and i forgot to tell you one thing....i bought a selendang..not really a selendang..(macam veil pun ade gak...) from that same shop, that is full with lip lap lip lap.....for only RM 45 only..i have surveyed for the same thing in shah alam...a simpler selendang with nothing much on it would cost me RM 105, and the less it could go is RM 95... And the veil that i bought was at first RM 60, and i try to make it less to RM 50...then come the treasurer (of kosh be gosh my mothe laa kan..) she could bargain it to RM 45... i was happy enough that i could get as cheap as RM 50 because in Shah Alam, it was RM 105... ( half price already or what....!!!).. salute to the treasurer laa kan..tabik spring...
enough of that...i am sleepy and i think i want to go to sleep now....
till then, take care y'all...
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
2 weeks away ...
to my dearest en. blog,
i am two weeks away from the event and i'm struggling to bring out my artistic touch for the dulang hantaran... alangkah indahnye jika ade miss g4 and manj around to help me out with this whole thing... yer kawan2...selama ni hantaran2 utk abg2 saye dan kakak2 saye kawen were under the responsibility of my 3rd sibling, whom now is in College Station, Texas.. utk pengetahuan semua, hanye tangan die je yg lembut dan creative dari kitorang sume...tangan gue?? hehehe...mcm haram...tangan kayu....
oh ye...perlu diberitau di sini..yang mengerje kan bende nih stakat ni ialah saye dan mak saye...saye rase tgn mak saye pon keras cam saye...dan saye pon tatau mane akak saye tu dapat talent tangan lembut sket.... musykil nih!!
setelah lebih kurang mengadap bende ntah hape2 nih dari pagi tadi, kami telah berjaya menggubah 2 barang,dan terase seperti kunun cam terer...tapi hehehe...segan nak tunjuk kat sini, nnt jipak tgk die misti gelak kan... hehehe..nnt laa dah siap sume gue letak laa... kalo tak nnt tak SEPRAISSSSS!!!!! kannn???
ok lah, mak saye telah berbuih mulut memanggil saye utk makan nasik...so, saye pon lapa ni..tak brekfes lagi....bau goreng telur ni sungguh menggoda jiwa saye ...till then.... saye gi makan dulu... nanti saye sambung lagi ye!!
i am two weeks away from the event and i'm struggling to bring out my artistic touch for the dulang hantaran... alangkah indahnye jika ade miss g4 and manj around to help me out with this whole thing... yer kawan2...selama ni hantaran2 utk abg2 saye dan kakak2 saye kawen were under the responsibility of my 3rd sibling, whom now is in College Station, Texas.. utk pengetahuan semua, hanye tangan die je yg lembut dan creative dari kitorang sume...tangan gue?? hehehe...mcm haram...tangan kayu....
oh ye...perlu diberitau di sini..yang mengerje kan bende nih stakat ni ialah saye dan mak saye...saye rase tgn mak saye pon keras cam saye...dan saye pon tatau mane akak saye tu dapat talent tangan lembut sket.... musykil nih!!
setelah lebih kurang mengadap bende ntah hape2 nih dari pagi tadi, kami telah berjaya menggubah 2 barang,dan terase seperti kunun cam terer...tapi hehehe...segan nak tunjuk kat sini, nnt jipak tgk die misti gelak kan... hehehe..nnt laa dah siap sume gue letak laa... kalo tak nnt tak SEPRAISSSSS!!!!! kannn???
ok lah, mak saye telah berbuih mulut memanggil saye utk makan nasik...so, saye pon lapa ni..tak brekfes lagi....bau goreng telur ni sungguh menggoda jiwa saye ...till then.... saye gi makan dulu... nanti saye sambung lagi ye!!
Monday, November 17, 2008
OMG!! i've been tagged
hahaha...baru je stalking adib..igtkan die tak tau..rupe2nye tau laa pulak...tak semena2 je lepas die buang mase dgn survey tuh, terdapat satu ayat "ps: Peed sile buat..."
so, without further a due, here goes....
1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
last time i was frustrated...now, i guess i could just be cooolllll...
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I wanted to have the purrfect life.....
3.Whose butt would you like to kick?
right at this moment, en.bf
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'd buy mansions, hybrid car, and make some investment...with the dividend that i'd get, i'll go travelling around the globe.
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend??
hmmmm??
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
haha...i'd go for the second one...but with some amendment, being loved by EVERYONE...(tamak kasih sayang sket)
7. Are you gorgeous?
absolutely gorjes....hahaha(perasan laa plak kan)
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
tiru cam adib....(still secretly like that person, who cares its not that im going to tell people , i like them)
9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
may they live happily everafter here and hereafter, amin.
10. What takes you down the fastest?
some unthoughtful words...
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
most probably i'll put on more weight...and still be happy about it
12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
sleep and talk to en. bf(eventhough i just feeling like kicking his butt)
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
sengal ...mahap ye adib..(tapi baik atii...)
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
still lazing on the bed for like another 30 minutes
16. What’s the character must have in your partner?
is???not are??? ade banyakkkkk...
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
tak tau....most probably someone else other than the two fellas
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive= yes, forget= that depends on how big is the mistake...kalo takat curik pemadam pensel, abaikan je laa...
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
being complicated
20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
ntah...i dont think so, i think i'm nobody without them...
ok...now i wanted to tag....
1.suria
2. yda
3. sumer orang yg bace...hahhaha
daaa...nak tido....
so, without further a due, here goes....
1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
last time i was frustrated...now, i guess i could just be cooolllll...
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I wanted to have the purrfect life.....
3.Whose butt would you like to kick?
right at this moment, en.bf
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'd buy mansions, hybrid car, and make some investment...with the dividend that i'd get, i'll go travelling around the globe.
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend??
hmmmm??
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
haha...i'd go for the second one...but with some amendment, being loved by EVERYONE...(tamak kasih sayang sket)
7. Are you gorgeous?
absolutely gorjes....hahaha(perasan laa plak kan)
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
tiru cam adib....(still secretly like that person, who cares its not that im going to tell people , i like them)
9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
may they live happily everafter here and hereafter, amin.
10. What takes you down the fastest?
some unthoughtful words...
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
most probably i'll put on more weight...and still be happy about it
12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
sleep and talk to en. bf(eventhough i just feeling like kicking his butt)
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
sengal ...mahap ye adib..(tapi baik atii...)
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
still lazing on the bed for like another 30 minutes
16. What’s the character must have in your partner?
is???not are??? ade banyakkkkk...
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
tak tau....most probably someone else other than the two fellas
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive= yes, forget= that depends on how big is the mistake...kalo takat curik pemadam pensel, abaikan je laa...
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
being complicated
20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
ntah...i dont think so, i think i'm nobody without them...
ok...now i wanted to tag....
1.suria
2. yda
3. sumer orang yg bace...hahhaha
daaa...nak tido....
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
a year older? definitely no......
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This entry is meant to record the date in my blog....
Happy 15th Birthday to me....
Happy Anniversary to both my mother n my father...
another year is passing by...but my age remains the same....
i love being 15....hehheheh
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ps: this entry was supposedly published on 11/11/2008, 11:11 a.m.
but unfortunately, i realized that my blog's time zone was GMT -800 (pacific time) ...the moment i realized that, the date was already passed by... DAMN!!!
btw: i'd like to thank these people who have wished me today... thanks for being such a thoughtful person(s)..love u guys for that...
waida, kaklong, alams, saksik, kude, nor, kakngah, zara, hanan, umar,husna, hasan, husin, g4,lyd, cik siti norazim, darlie, suzen, shi2, didot, ika, and not forgotten, my beloved en.bf thanks for the treats yesterday... i love you very much..muah2...owh, i love him.....angau2 plak dah...hehehhe
This entry is meant to record the date in my blog....
Happy 15th Birthday to me....
Happy Anniversary to both my mother n my father...
another year is passing by...but my age remains the same....
i love being 15....hehheheh
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ps: this entry was supposedly published on 11/11/2008, 11:11 a.m.
but unfortunately, i realized that my blog's time zone was GMT -800 (pacific time) ...the moment i realized that, the date was already passed by... DAMN!!!
btw: i'd like to thank these people who have wished me today... thanks for being such a thoughtful person(s)..love u guys for that...
waida, kaklong, alams, saksik, kude, nor, kakngah, zara, hanan, umar,husna, hasan, husin, g4,lyd, cik siti norazim, darlie, suzen, shi2, didot, ika, and not forgotten, my beloved en.bf thanks for the treats yesterday... i love you very much..muah2...owh, i love him.....angau2 plak dah...hehehhe
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Monsoon Cup!!!
yer kawan2, i am well aware that the topic is not really the topic for this particular entry. In the previous entry, I was moody and in this entry, I AM EXTREMELY HAPPYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAYYYYYY!!!!
Want to know what makes me this happy???? My assignments are finally DONE!!! at last... I am looking forward times like this every semester... i know you understand the relief that i am feeling right now... that means i can now really mengular...OH NO!! I am excited to start doing the preparation ... YEAYYY!!!
Tomorrow, i'll be sending these two assignments that have made my life hell on earth 3 days ago(oh well dear friends, we are all the ultimate procrastinator, aren't we??>> and g4, thanks for the quotes from ellen degeneres on your blog and also for your philosophy, i truly appreciate it!!)...and now I'm free... And what's more??? I'm not going to have to think and worrying about any assignments anymore on my birthday on tuesday... YEAYYY!!!
I dont care about the contents of my assignments hahaha...all i did was blasah aje..asal siap...yang penting i happy giler nih...baru laa bleh tido dgn aman sekali!!! YEAYYYY!!!
Sumer paragraph pun ade YEAYYYYY!!! YEAYYY!!!!
OWH I AM SO HAPPY!!!!YEAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i think i will listen to Frank Sinatra after this posting this entry.....
did i mention i like the part that says
" Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way."
Yeay!!!
Want to know what makes me this happy???? My assignments are finally DONE!!! at last... I am looking forward times like this every semester... i know you understand the relief that i am feeling right now... that means i can now really mengular...OH NO!! I am excited to start doing the preparation ... YEAYYY!!!
Tomorrow, i'll be sending these two assignments that have made my life hell on earth 3 days ago(oh well dear friends, we are all the ultimate procrastinator, aren't we??>> and g4, thanks for the quotes from ellen degeneres on your blog and also for your philosophy, i truly appreciate it!!)...and now I'm free... And what's more??? I'm not going to have to think and worrying about any assignments anymore on my birthday on tuesday... YEAYYY!!!
I dont care about the contents of my assignments hahaha...all i did was blasah aje..asal siap...yang penting i happy giler nih...baru laa bleh tido dgn aman sekali!!! YEAYYYY!!!
Sumer paragraph pun ade YEAYYYYY!!! YEAYYY!!!!
OWH I AM SO HAPPY!!!!YEAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i think i will listen to Frank Sinatra after this posting this entry.....
did i mention i like the part that says
" Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way."
Yeay!!!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Reflection....
i dont know where to start from but this entry will be more about my disappointment towards myself..
many of my friends might have notice that i have high level of anxiety attack (since forever).. i think it wa obviously seen especially when i had to give presentation in front of other people ( i.e. during my micro/macro teaching in the undergrad's years.. if you still remember the moment that i have to do microteaching for MTW class...that was truly embarassing..) My lesson plans would be really beautiful in terms of the flow of the lessons, however, i usually failed when i have to present it to the class.. Some of you might have notice, and the rest may not...
And due to the above matter, it affects my fluency and language use during the interview or presentations.. I dont know how to rectify that weaknesses of mine. During the interview, my grammar went all over the place, me myself notice that BUT... i cannot constantly correcting myself and it would be really awkward... Also, due to the problems, i dont think i have sufficient self confidence whenever i have to attend any interviews.. even thoufgh i have experienced it before, the moment i stepped into the room, only God knows how nervous I'd be ... To tell you the truth of how bad my anxiety level are, the day i attended that Mara interview, i could not sleep at all the night before... my heart was pumping too fast like it was about to blow up any minute, with no familiar faces around me during the interview, unlike the previous interview i had last semester, at least there were ceda and ira...
One of my friends said that i was the only one who is thinking the way i'm thinking right now... but how can i be sure about that?? Or she just didnt want to hurt my feelings and said all the nice things about me in front of me, and keeping me live in denial?? i dont know....she might be honest and she might be not...( for the statement only...deep down, i believe that she is an honest person)
So now the main question is, am i qualified to hold the degree i'm holding right now??? I am so damn afraid to answer that question...
many of my friends might have notice that i have high level of anxiety attack (since forever).. i think it wa obviously seen especially when i had to give presentation in front of other people ( i.e. during my micro/macro teaching in the undergrad's years.. if you still remember the moment that i have to do microteaching for MTW class...that was truly embarassing..) My lesson plans would be really beautiful in terms of the flow of the lessons, however, i usually failed when i have to present it to the class.. Some of you might have notice, and the rest may not...
And due to the above matter, it affects my fluency and language use during the interview or presentations.. I dont know how to rectify that weaknesses of mine. During the interview, my grammar went all over the place, me myself notice that BUT... i cannot constantly correcting myself and it would be really awkward... Also, due to the problems, i dont think i have sufficient self confidence whenever i have to attend any interviews.. even thoufgh i have experienced it before, the moment i stepped into the room, only God knows how nervous I'd be ... To tell you the truth of how bad my anxiety level are, the day i attended that Mara interview, i could not sleep at all the night before... my heart was pumping too fast like it was about to blow up any minute, with no familiar faces around me during the interview, unlike the previous interview i had last semester, at least there were ceda and ira...
One of my friends said that i was the only one who is thinking the way i'm thinking right now... but how can i be sure about that?? Or she just didnt want to hurt my feelings and said all the nice things about me in front of me, and keeping me live in denial?? i dont know....she might be honest and she might be not...( for the statement only...deep down, i believe that she is an honest person)
So now the main question is, am i qualified to hold the degree i'm holding right now??? I am so damn afraid to answer that question...
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
wish me luck!
today i'm gonna have 1 DG41's interview and the day after tomorrow i'll be having another DH41 interview...
now already 4.34 in the morning and i still couldnt sleep...sheeshhhh....
wish me luck ok!! muahhh!!
now already 4.34 in the morning and i still couldnt sleep...sheeshhhh....
wish me luck ok!! muahhh!!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I did it my way....(and a literature lesson)
yes my friend, today i'm feeling a little bit oldies....listen to the oldies ...and slow songs...my song collection in my Mr. V mostly are oldies...although not that suria's kind of oldies...but quite old already laa ...90's pun old gak laa....some are traditional songs (i.e. Ayam den lapeh) . And mind you, i have 2 versions of Ayam den Lapeh.. one sung by Kak Nita(sengaukan sket..) and another one by Mastura(from Ally Noor and Mastura...) not that popular laa compared to the anita sarawak's version... but what i like about the song is the language and meaning...It sort of brings me back to the days when we have to read between the lines for our Literature classes... Those days, the days when we were in Mdm Rosalind's classes, Miss J's classes (Madame now...) and also Sir Udhaya in his Shakespeare classes...Those were the days.... I really miss those days we left behind.... Now that i'm taking subjects like Project Management (tough like ****), i appreciate more Literature classes we had during undergrad's years... no right or wrong answers.. everything under the sun could be right ...but as i wrote earlier...those were the dayss... But frankly, like Project Management, it should be that hard but what we students could do??the subject should be interesting....but the lecturerr....argghhh!!! now that i've took the exam, i realized that i might not perform in this paper... Ya Allah, please help me....
As i told some of you, sometimes i just felt like giving up..but then i remembered this is all my choice... And after all the sacrifice; financial wise, time wise, storage wise(inside my brain) and everything else; i am not going to choose to be a loser...and times like this i'd like to listen to Frank Sinatra's "My Way".... In a way, this song kind of give me some motivation to go on, apart of giving calls to my friends....
My Way by Frank Sinatra
And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
I've lived a life thats full.
I've traveled each and every highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
And i would also like to put here the lyrics for Ayam Den Lapeh, not Anita Sarawak's Version but Mastura's...so to those who would have lots of free time can try to interpret and analyse the song... Remember!! No right or wrong answers...that's the beautiful part of Literature...
Kusangka nasi tuai itu lemang( menurut mak saye, nasik tuai tu mungkin juge adalah pulut kuning kottt...sebabnye adlh didlm line berikutnya)
Rupanya nasi tertumpah kuah gulai
Saya ke pasar, tapi pasar dah tutup/habis
oh, malanglah saya.
and according to another reading that i did, this song was written by a guy, in which the chicken in this song represent 2 women he was wooing(tak patut btol kan??ade ke kite nih di umpamakan mcm ayam..isk isk isk...sedih )... Unfortunately, due to his greediness, he did not manage to get any of the girls (padan muke laa kan??) tamak tu!! nak ngurat skali dua org....tuh yg die sampai terduduk termenung memikirkan "ayam-ayam"nye terlepas.... korang agak2 macho ke org yg menulis lagu nih ??hensem kah die???(kalo btol laa begitu ceritanye, yg die skali nak ngurat 2 orang skali...)...ok laa kanak2, saye berangkat dulu ye!!
As i told some of you, sometimes i just felt like giving up..but then i remembered this is all my choice... And after all the sacrifice; financial wise, time wise, storage wise(inside my brain) and everything else; i am not going to choose to be a loser...and times like this i'd like to listen to Frank Sinatra's "My Way".... In a way, this song kind of give me some motivation to go on, apart of giving calls to my friends....
My Way by Frank Sinatra
And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
I've lived a life thats full.
I've traveled each and every highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
And i would also like to put here the lyrics for Ayam Den Lapeh, not Anita Sarawak's Version but Mastura's...so to those who would have lots of free time can try to interpret and analyse the song... Remember!! No right or wrong answers...that's the beautiful part of Literature...
Ayam Den Lapeh
Luruihlah jalan Payakumbuah
Babelok jalan Kayu Jati
Dima ati indak karusuah
Ayam den lapeh ai ai… ayam den lapeh
Mandaki jalan Pandaisikek
Manuru jalan ka Biaro
Di ma ati indak kamaupek
Awak takicuah ai ai… ayam den lapeh
Sikucapang sikucapeh
Saikua tabang saikua lapeh
Tabanglah juo nan karimbo
Oilah malang juo
Pagaruyuang Batusangka
Tampek bajalan urang baso
Duduak tamanuang tiok sabanta
Oi takana juo ai ai… ayam den lapeh
Den sangko lamang nasi tuai
Kironyo tatumpah kuah gulai
Awak ka pasa alah usai
Oi lah malang denai
O hoi … ayam den lapeh
but on second thought, i might just as well give u the translation right away.... the translation is taken from Kak Nisah's website, the cousin i told u in the previous entry whom i thought tried to "serkap jarang-ed" me last deepavali....but she's the wife laa :D....hehehe...
Luruslah jalan Payakumbuh (nama tempat)
Berliku jalan Kayu Jati (nama tempat)
Bagaimana hati tidak rusuh (susah hati)
Ayamku terlepas. (secara tersirat bermaksud, hajat yang tidak kesampaian)
Mendaki jalan Pandaisikek (jalan ke tempat bernama Pandaisikek itu curam/mendaki)
Bersimpang siur jalan ke Biaro (juga nama tempat)
Bagaimana hati tidak berkata
Aku tertipu
Sikucapang sikucapeh *(semua usaha yg dah dibuat berantakan)
Seekor terbang, seekor terlepas
Terbanglah ke hutan rimba
oh, malang sekali
Pagaruyung Batusangkar (kedua-duanya nama tempat)
Tempat berjalan orang baso **(Orang baso means orang besar aka bangsawan)
Sekejap-sekejap duduk termenung
Oi terkenang juga ai ai… ayamku terlepas (buruk pulak bunyi terjemahan ini :-) )
Kusangka nasi tuai itu lemang
Rupanya nasi tertumpah kuah gulai
Saya ke pasar, tapi pasar dah tutup/habis ***(adalah satu usaha yg sia2 aje)
oh, malanglah saya.
ayam ku terlepas
Kusangka nasi tuai itu lemang( menurut mak saye, nasik tuai tu mungkin juge adalah pulut kuning kottt...sebabnye adlh didlm line berikutnya)
Rupanya nasi tertumpah kuah gulai
Saya ke pasar, tapi pasar dah tutup/habis
oh, malanglah saya.
and according to another reading that i did, this song was written by a guy, in which the chicken in this song represent 2 women he was wooing(tak patut btol kan??ade ke kite nih di umpamakan mcm ayam..isk isk isk...sedih )... Unfortunately, due to his greediness, he did not manage to get any of the girls (padan muke laa kan??) tamak tu!! nak ngurat skali dua org....tuh yg die sampai terduduk termenung memikirkan "ayam-ayam"nye terlepas.... korang agak2 macho ke org yg menulis lagu nih ??hensem kah die???(kalo btol laa begitu ceritanye, yg die skali nak ngurat 2 orang skali...)...ok laa kanak2, saye berangkat dulu ye!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
satu iklan di hari Deepavali..
owh yes.... my sister has completed her make up courses at xpressionmaster make-up academy and officially has become a professional make up artist. And now she started to accept bookings to do make ups for a lot of events as her part time job. to view her "work", kindly click the make-up artist . Owh yes, she also took courses to do hair as well. So, the service she offered:
a) make-up
- Bridal
-creative evening
-face painting
-dinner
- photoshoots
-commercials
b) hair do.
for more information, dont hesitate to contact her ... alritey peepss....
p/s: Happy Deepavali
a) make-up
- Bridal
-creative evening
-face painting
-dinner
- photoshoots
-commercials
b) hair do.
for more information, dont hesitate to contact her ... alritey peepss....
p/s: Happy Deepavali
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