feeling like ....

it's official then that i have a hot bun in the oven. the sickness so far is manageable, compared to the time when i was pregnant with miss chubby cheek alya humaira... the nausea is shared with en. luqman hakim too..that is the best part. at least now he has some clue of how fatigue i was when alya was in my tummy.

i found out that there's a bun in the making last 2 weeks. still excited n anxious for the 2nd one.. i didnt announce it in facebook because it is too early. at least 7 week. the symptoms are very clear, extreme fatigue, cepat lapar ...and nausea, other than feeling feverish a few times a day.....quite a numbers of times i dont feel like going to work.... i still have no energy even after a short nap...

yes..i do need something sour to kill/ beat the taste in my throat.. i pray that everything goes well for this pregnancy... insyallah....

i just get inspired...

omg... i just get inspired by this website..siap laa baju encik luqmanhakim saye kerje kan nnt,....!!!

just another class...

yesterday, i went into my colleague's class. she was not around for some reason. the story is about the class that i went into.

as usual, i took the attendance followed by a lecture about jobs n occupation. bla..bla..bla...then i gave them some exercise about job..not really an exercise..just some puzzles..

after they completed that n discussed the answer, i give them some vocab exercise to look for synonyms, antonyms and whatnot.....for this exercise, i expected them to use the dictionary...

since i didnt see any of them use it, i blurted a question ...

me : did u guys have any idea of an invention that has been called as dictionary???

ss : owh, teacher..we are advanced!! all we have to do is just click-click-click and we got the answers...

me : ok, but i still think u need one...

ss : tak payah penat2 selak2 teacher....telefon kan dah canggih2...

me : owh...ye??? ni semua duk harap dengan encik google laa nih ....ok, fine! i just cant wait to know your answers.

when we discuss the answer, they had to look for a meaning for "CONFIDENTIALITY"... yeah, such an easy word. but these students arent as bright as MRSM nor University..

when asked them to give the answer for that particular word, most of the students eagerly gave the answer "see CONFIDE"

me?? rase nak pengsan tergelak!

ni laa masa aku bebel kan depa nih..biaq pi laa hang bukan student aku ka hapa ka... " haa...tu lah dia!! percaya sangat dengan encik google kan??? see confide yer????lain kali kalo die tulis see confide OR any other words...what you should do is , click the word to look for the meaning..jangan amik bulat2...tu lah!! dah ade teknologi ..belagak dengan teknologi.... tapi tak reti nak gune!! abes tu kalau awak tulis situ SEE CONFIDE tu, awk expect saya nak see macam mana???buleh saye click dlm buku awk ke???"

owh ye... pardon me... if i nag them in english, they dont even understand..and the message wont go across...

Tinggal Kenangan...

(pic googled)

When i was small ( kindie), i remembered i have been taught to sing this song.. at that moment, it was just another song to me. it doesn't give me any meaning nor deep interpretations . now that i have grown up ( and been through a LOT of Literature class), i started to 'listen' to the message(s) it conveyed. with the scenario that we have in Malaysia, it really reminds me back to this 'old song'....

Anak kecil main api,

Terbakar hatinya yang sepi,

Air mata darah bercampur keringat,

Bumi dipijak milik orang.

Nenek moyang kaya raya,

Tergadai seluruh harta benda,

Akibat SENGKETA sesamalah KITA,

Cinta lenyap di arus zaman.

Indahnya bumi kita ini,

Warisan berkurun lamanya,

Hasil mengalir ke tangan yang lain,

Peribumi merintih sendiri.

Masa depan sungguh kelam,

Kerana peristiwa semalam,

Tertutup hati, terkunci mati,

Maruah peribadi sudah hilang.

Kini kita cuma tinggal kuasa,

Yang akan menentukan bangsa,

Bersatu lah hati, bersama berbakti,

Pulih kembali harga diri.

Kita sudah tiada masa,

Bangun lah dengan gagah perkasa,

Jangan lah terlalai , teruskan usaha,

Melayu kan gagah di nusantara.

mode: mixed emotion

New me...

It has been a very long time since my last post here.... ever since my last pregnancy... child birth?? not really a bad experience... the more i look back at it in my memory, less and less fear i feel about child birth... but i admit that i was a person with lack information that has walked into that phase of life..i thought i gained enough knowledge about it.. but now if i were to go through it again, i think i am going to be more prepared than before..

i just finished attending a 5-class Hypnobirthing course with Nadine and i am already had a birthing "dream" of my own. If i were to get pregnant again (and again), i want it to be an ORGASMIC one(s)!!! Orgasmic..that sounds interesting, kan??? My birthing Dream are (wahhh!!! excited semacam je kan??) as follows:

1. I want to do it at the comfort of my home.... (gile tak?)
2. I want my dearest to be by my side....
3. I want to have a water birth...
4. I want no intervention at all....all natural....
5. I want to see my baby first breast crawl, while enjoying the cocktail of hormones....
6. ...

I am going to add the dreams bits by bits..... and dont forget to follow this blog for a good read on birthing .....i purposely add it here so that i can find it later....very informative...

list of things that i should read when i get pregnant later ... (will be added from time to time)

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eventhough i already have my own birthing dream, as of this moment , i am not pregnant pun.... wahahahaha....