Friday, February 27, 2009

saye perlukan cadangan....

kepada semua kawan2..dan orang yang membaca blog ni...
kebelakangan ini saya selalu berase mengantuk ketika drive di waktu pagi dan malam...( pegi keje n balik umah)...mengantuk yang dimaksudkan disini...adalah amat2 kronik, seperti mmg mau tido di waktu tersebut tanpa perlu menghentikan kete. Saye telah cube sedaya upaya untuk mengatasi masalah ini dengan membuka radio sekuat mungkin.... tapi tetap ngantuk... menjerit2 seperti orang gila utk menghilang kan rasa boring dan ngantuk...tetapi hanya efektif diwaktu saye menjerit seperti org gila tu aje...the moment saye berenti menjerit, saye ngantuk balik...makan chewing gum ...pun hanya pada waktu manis2 chewing gum masih ada....ape lagi?? sila bagi cadangan...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

TAG 1

Tag No 1
Here are the rules - post this list on your profileblog replacing my answers with yours.Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- I don't think so..so far no stories from my parents of where he found this name... i only been told about the meaning only..
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- just now... while nobody's watching
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- ABSOLUTELY not! (yeah, pathetic..i know..)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- not sure...whatever that interests me at that moment
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- no, i dont.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- of course
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- at times... but occasionally to those who deserve it...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- As far as know, i have never removed anything from my anatomy...
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- i dont think so...not that brave
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- hmm?? i dont usually eat cereals..but i bought the same as kakngah's nesvita oat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- owh no... too much work over there..
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Grape/blackcurrant
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their teeth
15. RED OR PINK?
- of course laa FINK
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i always underestimate myself..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? (READ :WHO not WHAT)
- hmmm??? my sister ...si rayap besall, alang gorjes....
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- If possible
19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- no pants and shoes... only orange kain baju kurung and black heels
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Overhearing conversation at the round table next to my table ...regarding the minyak urut n tanduk kerbau...n another minyak urut, a colleague just bought (guys pun ade ok!!)
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- I hate to choose color, i love colors...for now, Apple Green
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- I like the smell of my nieces and nephews when they were babies...hahahaha...dah besar ade dah bau telur ...hehehehe...
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- my kerani cuti, who is a very nice lady whom have helped me retyping the claim letter with the correct format.... hehehe...very nice...that's why i need to be nice to everybody
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup. i like chit chatting with her..sometimes over nothing at all...hahaha
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- hmm??? i used to like watching F1, but now... none
27. HAIR COLOUR?
- black.
28. EYE COLOUR?
- dark brown
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- nope
30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- ntah laa..byk, yg sedap2.... too much to list it down
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- zohan...ngokngek btol!!
33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- not wearing shirt...only orange (autumn-like) baju kurung
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- winter
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Hugs
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- fruit punch maybe..or taufu fa...
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to this ?? maybe no one...
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Making Sense Of Data by Glenn J.Wyatt (but trust me...i dont understand. saye bace pon sbb nk sedapkan hati kne buat test..)
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- no mouse pad..
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Intan
42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- hik hik hik.... amr's voice recorded when he was 3 months old....(my sms ringtone alert)
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- beatles better... but not quite a fan laa..
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- from home??alone??kuantan laa kot... if together with someone else, mekah or egypt, which one is the farthest?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- i could sleep while i'm on the phone ...hik hik hik...
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Hosp. Daerah Jelebu
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Jeeps, Suria, Cyeda, Waida, Nazlin, and Everyone nice....

Tag no. 2
4 pekerjaan yang telah saya lakukan dalam hidup:

i. Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan Siswazah MARA (cikguu je maksudnye....tp ade name gempak!)
ii. Data Entry clerk
iii. External examiner (kan kaklong kannnn????)
iv. Penghabis beras kat rumah

4 cerita/drama bersiri yang saya nak tengok lagi dan lagi

i. Grey's Anatomy
ii. The parent trap
iii. Private practice
iv. Sex and the City

4 tempat saya telah pergi dalam seminggu ini

i. IKM KL
ii. UiTM Puncak Perdana
iii. Klinik Amal
iv. Klinik Permata... (saje tanak promosi klinik yg ngokngek lagi satu tu...)

4 Tempat saya patut berada sekarang

i. atas katil...(bestnye..)
ii. berjalan2 survey2 barang sekitar jalan TAR (tp gaji lom masuk lg...sob sob sob...)
iii. duduk berkhalwat menyiapkan byk homework Master
iv. pegi opis sain surat claim..

4 Orang yang saya nak tag....

i. jeeps
ii. suria
iii. waida
iv. kaklong!!!!

~sekian, terima kasihhhhhh~

langkah2 menangani stresss...

hahaha...walaupun sakit, saye tetap gelak besar.... seperti juga kate jeepsy, it is our choice to laugh or cry or whatever we feel like doing....so i choose to laugh and be happy...
owh ye, di sebabkan oleh rase ketidak puas hati-an saya terhadap doktor yang seperti acuh tak acuh (yer!!baru saye menemui/terpikirkan perkataan bahasa melayu die... utk dr yang saye tak suke cara die layan saye tu....), maka saya telah pergi ke klinik yang sgt saya suka pegi itu..walaupun mase tu saye baru balik dr kl berjalan2 survey2 kedai dgn saksik-saksik saye, lebih kurang 10.30, dan walaupun jugak semasa saye register utk jumpe doktor tu ade 10 org lg pesakit sblm saye... saye tetap determine utk jumpe doktor yg saye kenal...utk melegakan stress yang saye alami terhadap doktor yg acuh tak acuh tu( dah laa tak kenal, tah ape2 ntah lak tuh)...

Ape yang saye suke bile gi jumpe doktor kat klinik yg mmg saye slalu pegi ni...
(i) doktor2 die sgt lembut bile nasihat, kalo dgr die cakap..mmg rase nak ikut aje ape die ckp tu...(walaupun, sbnr kdg2 tak ikut pun...cthnye: jgn minum ais, aiskrim etc...hehehe..standard laa tu kann??)

(ii) diorg nih sgt2 laa attentive to our problems/stories...there are 3 doctors in this clinic. 3-3 tu sume baik2 belaka... die dengar kite cerita dulu..senyum aje, takde buat muke kerek2...eventhough ape yang kite ckp tu mungkin salah ke...die dengar dulu...dengan senyum yg tak pernah tinggal (ataupun mungkin muke die nmpk cam senyum??gua pun kompius)... so, usually, before nk gi clinic tu, saye call dulu tanye doctor ape, kalo bukan salah 1 dar yang 3 tu, saye tak pegi....sbb nnt saye akan mengalami perasaan tak puas ati...kalo yang ade tu doctor locums tu, ade 1 je drpade byk2 tuh yg ok sket...compared to yg locum lain2 tu (standard acuh tak acuh)

(iii) saye suke bile diorang explain psl kite punye sakit tu in very simplified word, layman terms laaa.. and they are willing to spend more time during the consultation ... maksudnye, kalo macam jenis yang acuh tak acuh tuh, kadang2 less than 3 minutes pon kite dah kuar balik... maybe because they know how to compensate the time we spent waiting for the turn...

banyak lagi sbnrnye...tapi tak tau nk tulis cemane.... yang penting saye puas ati dah ari nih... dan saye terase lebih sihat pagi ini... mungkin btol psychology kite amat2 laa membantu utk kite berase sihat sepenuhnya.. patut laa mase maklang saye sakit tangan mengelupas2, lepas mak saye bwk jmpe doktor kitorang yang baik nih, besok paginye terus dah elok!!! (magik sungguh!!) sebab die ade laa kot dpt treatment from other clinic, tpi mungkin dlm hati die mcm saye, ade rase tak puas ati ngn doktor tu.... jd susah nak sihat...

about the diagnosis of this doctor yg saye gi jumpe last night... he said actually maybe i got infected due to a lot of stresss and exhausted plak lagi tu.. bile dah terlampau stress dan penat,our immunity system adalah sangat fragileand easy to catch ape pun penyakit2...n tambah plak berdekatan dan berpelukkan plak dgn org yg berpenyakit... lebih mudah laa utk kene... tapi, bile difikir2kan, mmg mase saye jumpe anak2 buat saye yg kne HFMD tu, mmg waktu tuh saye amat2 laa penat and worn out (stress sket2)...yg jenis tak larat gile nk bgn lps tuh dah...bwk kete pun tangen mate adlh sangat kecik....

at least jawapan tuh boleh laaa saye terima..... dan kini saye merasa lebih sihat...

Monday, February 23, 2009

of HFMD and Laryngitis

owh ye...saye masih lagi sakit...masih perit menelan air liur sendiri.... saye sangat confuse tentang penyakit yg saye hidapi ni..... doktor yang saye lawati sblm ni, ckp mmg ade possibility sy kne HFMD, (knowing i had a direct contact with more than 1 pesakit en. HFMD tersebut) tapi mlm tadi setelah pegi ke klinik yang berlainan (kerana tak tahan sakit...) maka doktor yg lagi satu nih cakap kat saye, "Ini bukan HFMD tapi Laryngitis, orang besar MANA ADA kene HFMD..." walaupun setelah saye beritau akak ipar saye pon telah kene HFMD ni dari anak2 beliau (dan di diagnose oleh doktor), die tetap kata itu penyakit lain tuh... Oleh kerana die yg blaja medic dan saye hanye blaja TESL dan Knowledge Management, maka saya tidak mengetahui dengan lebih detail tentang segala penyakit yang ada di mukabumi ini..maka dia lah lebih arif (kot...) but he seemed cam sangat yakin dgn diagnosis nye sikit pon tak de perasaan yang die mungkin silap, n it seemed like he did not 'listen' to the patient..i mean cara cakap die tak membuatkan saye rase senang ati, dan kerek jgk kot...tak mcm doktor2 saye sblm nih kat klinik permata or klinik amal tu...kalo tau, mmg tak pegi klinik tu(demmm!!!)... maka saya pasrah....

walaupun tahap kesakitan dia ade kurang sket lepas mkn ubat yang dia bagi (dan sume takde yg sedap ..sob sob sob...)....it feels weird in my throat jugakkk.....the swelling is lessen but the ulcers is still there (did i mention there were more than 10 ulcers in my throat ?? at the back of my throat, at the sides as well as pangkal lidah...) it hurts a lot to swallow foods or even my own saliva..and what make it worst, nak menguap pon sakit..hilang satu nikmat dunia(harap2 hanye sementara)...demmmm!!!!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

shiannn chabuttt

i'm currently down with high fever.. and religiously taking up my medications to get better... ubat demam/ tahan sakit je ade 2 jenis doktor tu prescribe...ponstan(rasenye) ngan uphamol 500... and that makes me sweating like hell at the moment of typing this... tp menurut mak saye, berpeluh tuh tande nye sihat... dan owh ye!! saye telah dapat MC selama 2 hari oleh Dr. Zainon..

btw, kakak ipar saye suruh berhati2 and be more aware takut kene HFMD (Hand foot&mouth disease)..walaupun adults rarely infected by the disease, tapi die kene,setelah anak2 die kene jgk...shiannnn chabuttt...

dan penulisan entry ini juga adlh disebabkan oleh arahan warden yang amat ditakuti, iaitu cik jeepsy, yang telah mengghaibkan segala entry die sblm2 nih....tetapi masih lagi bergembira... saye amat gembira dengan kegembiraan dan keceriaan anda!!!tahniah!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN!!!!!!!!!!

halloooo....supposedly, my parents and i should be in shah alam at this moment, but then an old friend to my mother just came this evening. we thought i was just a friendly visit 'ziarah2' after years of not meeting or even contacting face to face.. to tell you the truth i dont even recognize this fella, but according to my mother, she was a good friend of her laa... agak 'kamceng' laa this two fellas back then... ibaratnya, dulu if my family (only consisted of 2 my eldest siblings and my parents) came over to her house, she would be catching her chicken to be slaughtered to become the dishes of the day... if you dont know, back then...if the host sampai sembelih ayam utk di buat lauk tuh...the guest must be very special..it should be a very important guests laa... for example, if pengantin baru dtg bertandang ke... atuk nenek datang ke... that important laa... so my mother was excited telling me stories how close they were dolu2...
and then, she arrived with her anak buah laa kirenye...we treated them more special compared to the previous guests we entertained, with pulut (purposely cook.. knowing her coming, the previous guests kitorang hidang biskut azan je pun..) mase berjamu2 tuh, ok laaa...they (she n my parents) did some reminiscence together .... so, after borak2, my father asked he how she's doing..what she's doing now...bla bla bla... and she replied, she is currently venturing into business, and that young girl she brought together was her business partner... hmm.. n then my father being curious, asking her what sort of business?? and his intention was just cathing up with an old friend laa kan...bukan ape2 pun... and then right after makan2, die pun start laaaa nk mendirect selling di rumah kami (cth product: water filter, tupperware, skincare..etc just name it!!).... you know what my father did?? haha, immediately making excuse to the bathroom...and never came back...huhu... sweeett!!!!..i wanted to do the same, but then, sian plak mak saye kne layan bende tu sorang2...takkan laa plak die nak halau kan?? hik hik hik... i gave her (this makcik) a lot of excuses i.e : i still dont have my own gaji yet....and mase die promote skin care tu (knowing that i'm getting married), gua saje je laa cakap, takpe laa....dah ade pakai barang banyak dah..tak cukup cantik lagi ke nih??? (sambil menunjuk kan jari2 ke arah muke dan mengelip2 mate..) tau ape die jawab?????? BELUM!!!! hangat hati gua!!! pastu ade ke die ckp muke budak yg die bwk tuh cantik??owh tidak....tidak same skali...gua tak mau mengutuk ciptaan tuhan...mmg kalo pada awalnye gua ade tergerak ati nak beli pon...gua kensel beb!!!!
yang gua rase tak logik tu, ade ke die lepas tuh promote kat mak gua suruh beli skincare tu n suruh mak gua pakai biar kulit tegang....tapi die tak pakai.... kalo ikut hukum hakam laa kan, bukan ke kalo kite nak suruh orang buat sesuatu, kite kne buat dulu...KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN, kannn???? damn!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

welcome to my life!!!

owh..hello en. mohd blog... ape kabar anda arini...
sorry for not being able to update u for quite sometime.. been really busy..i have started working in ikm kl for almost 3 weeks now..
so, most people were asking about the new place, new environment and all.. my life has changed drastically..how to describe my life???let me see.. i dont get enough sleep these days..in which i got too much of it last time...how i miss those days when i could sleep anytime i want.. now, i only have less than 6 hour of sleep everyday...EVERYDAY!!!!! i dont know how i can adapt to this new life of mine very well... i dont know how i do it, but really glad that i can do it... just imagine, i woke up as early as 5.35 a.m. to get ready to go to work... by 6.30 i must be ready in my ride.... if i'm not lucky i'll be stuck in traffic jam right after the sg besi exit, pandan perdana as well as near tesco ampang.. paham2 je laa kalo kat kl ni punye jammed...rase nak beli helicopter jam2 tu jugak...
usually i reach school around 7.50 am and after school at 5, i will go to shah alam for my master classes straight away....usually reach uitm on time, 630... my classes end at 930-945 pm. pastu kne drive balik seremban... the conclusion is... i live a hectic life these days...i reach house around 1045-11.00..n eat ..then i buat door gift sket2 while watching tv ....n go to bed around 12...and wake up again at 535...
smlm i was very tired after work and as soon as i reach school (i reach early yesterday around 6), i rest a.k.a 'terrrrrtido' in my car until 645...it's like, get your sleep when u can while u can...usually i can never sleep that easy.. but then, i must be very very exhausted..
my punch card baru merah sekali..n that was after the thaipusam aritu...tp lewat beberapa saat laa kot ...8.01 am..
about my cuti, i have 25 days annual leave...boleh laa buat cuti sesuka hati...i prefer cuti yg buleh amik mcm opis nih rather than mcm cuti sekolah...then nnti buleh plan cuti sendiri...kan??? hahaha...
so, about the new environment..everyone is very helpful and supportive (so far..)... and i think i am happy to be here... as for the students, i find that they are actually good students, though they are not as bright as mrsm students laa kan, but they are happening laa, i enjoy the classes very much....about the job, teaching is not that hard..i am also appointed as the secretary for preparation for sambutan maulidur rasul peringkat kebangsaan. tp persiapan ikm la..
ok laa...i dont know what else to write...n yess, now i dont have time to do my homework...dammnnn!!!!!!!!