i am confused with the feeling that i have right now... i should be happy and grateful with the job that i already have..at first i was, but now i started to feel nervous wondering what will happen next.... what happen when i started working?? will i like the environment?? will i be able to adapt with the new environment...?? i started to feel nervous because, only now i realized that i will go there alone.. i will be the ONLY newbie (being alone is not problem to me.. i willbe able to adapt)at that place...that sounds scary.. what more to be scared about?? owh..about the culture they have in these kind of places... yeah2, i have tonnes of reasons to freak out like i do right now..
among these other teachers, there are a few that already have experience with this institution..and from what i heard, there are some cultures that i hope i won't face at my place... i really hope that they will be kind to this petite lil' girl here, since i am the only one new teacher that is being posted there...(i pray hard...please pray for me too) i hope that i dont have to endure any trauma or culture shock there...
ps: oh ye... skang saye masih di PD. besok baru abes...
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