feeling like ....

it's official then that i have a hot bun in the oven. the sickness so far is manageable, compared to the time when i was pregnant with miss chubby cheek alya humaira... the nausea is shared with en. luqman hakim too..that is the best part. at least now he has some clue of how fatigue i was when alya was in my tummy.

i found out that there's a bun in the making last 2 weeks. still excited n anxious for the 2nd one.. i didnt announce it in facebook because it is too early. at least 7 week. the symptoms are very clear, extreme fatigue, cepat lapar ...and nausea, other than feeling feverish a few times a day.....quite a numbers of times i dont feel like going to work.... i still have no energy even after a short nap...

yes..i do need something sour to kill/ beat the taste in my throat.. i pray that everything goes well for this pregnancy... insyallah....

i just get inspired...

omg... i just get inspired by this website..siap laa baju encik luqmanhakim saye kerje kan nnt,....!!!

just another class...

yesterday, i went into my colleague's class. she was not around for some reason. the story is about the class that i went into.

as usual, i took the attendance followed by a lecture about jobs n occupation. bla..bla..bla...then i gave them some exercise about job..not really an exercise..just some puzzles..

after they completed that n discussed the answer, i give them some vocab exercise to look for synonyms, antonyms and whatnot.....for this exercise, i expected them to use the dictionary...

since i didnt see any of them use it, i blurted a question ...

me : did u guys have any idea of an invention that has been called as dictionary???

ss : owh, teacher..we are advanced!! all we have to do is just click-click-click and we got the answers...

me : ok, but i still think u need one...

ss : tak payah penat2 selak2 teacher....telefon kan dah canggih2...

me : owh...ye??? ni semua duk harap dengan encik google laa nih ....ok, fine! i just cant wait to know your answers.

when we discuss the answer, they had to look for a meaning for "CONFIDENTIALITY"... yeah, such an easy word. but these students arent as bright as MRSM nor University..

when asked them to give the answer for that particular word, most of the students eagerly gave the answer "see CONFIDE"

me?? rase nak pengsan tergelak!

ni laa masa aku bebel kan depa nih..biaq pi laa hang bukan student aku ka hapa ka... " haa...tu lah dia!! percaya sangat dengan encik google kan??? see confide yer????lain kali kalo die tulis see confide OR any other words...what you should do is , click the word to look for the meaning..jangan amik bulat2...tu lah!! dah ade teknologi ..belagak dengan teknologi.... tapi tak reti nak gune!! abes tu kalau awak tulis situ SEE CONFIDE tu, awk expect saya nak see macam mana???buleh saye click dlm buku awk ke???"

owh ye... pardon me... if i nag them in english, they dont even understand..and the message wont go across...

Tinggal Kenangan...

(pic googled)

When i was small ( kindie), i remembered i have been taught to sing this song.. at that moment, it was just another song to me. it doesn't give me any meaning nor deep interpretations . now that i have grown up ( and been through a LOT of Literature class), i started to 'listen' to the message(s) it conveyed. with the scenario that we have in Malaysia, it really reminds me back to this 'old song'....

Anak kecil main api,

Terbakar hatinya yang sepi,

Air mata darah bercampur keringat,

Bumi dipijak milik orang.

Nenek moyang kaya raya,

Tergadai seluruh harta benda,

Akibat SENGKETA sesamalah KITA,

Cinta lenyap di arus zaman.

Indahnya bumi kita ini,

Warisan berkurun lamanya,

Hasil mengalir ke tangan yang lain,

Peribumi merintih sendiri.

Masa depan sungguh kelam,

Kerana peristiwa semalam,

Tertutup hati, terkunci mati,

Maruah peribadi sudah hilang.

Kini kita cuma tinggal kuasa,

Yang akan menentukan bangsa,

Bersatu lah hati, bersama berbakti,

Pulih kembali harga diri.

Kita sudah tiada masa,

Bangun lah dengan gagah perkasa,

Jangan lah terlalai , teruskan usaha,

Melayu kan gagah di nusantara.

mode: mixed emotion

New me...

It has been a very long time since my last post here.... ever since my last pregnancy... child birth?? not really a bad experience... the more i look back at it in my memory, less and less fear i feel about child birth... but i admit that i was a person with lack information that has walked into that phase of life..i thought i gained enough knowledge about it.. but now if i were to go through it again, i think i am going to be more prepared than before..

i just finished attending a 5-class Hypnobirthing course with Nadine and i am already had a birthing "dream" of my own. If i were to get pregnant again (and again), i want it to be an ORGASMIC one(s)!!! Orgasmic..that sounds interesting, kan??? My birthing Dream are (wahhh!!! excited semacam je kan??) as follows:

1. I want to do it at the comfort of my home.... (gile tak?)
2. I want my dearest to be by my side....
3. I want to have a water birth...
4. I want no intervention at all....all natural....
5. I want to see my baby first breast crawl, while enjoying the cocktail of hormones....
6. ...

I am going to add the dreams bits by bits..... and dont forget to follow this blog for a good read on birthing .....i purposely add it here so that i can find it later....very informative...

list of things that i should read when i get pregnant later ... (will be added from time to time)

1)

eventhough i already have my own birthing dream, as of this moment , i am not pregnant pun.... wahahahaha....

Story plus plus (cerita campur-campur)

Hmmm...hello...!!!!! it’s Friday .... yeah2 i know that i have neglected this blog for a very long time.... it’s not that i don’t have things to write ...but i was kind of busy. If i were not busy then i was not in the mood to write (haha..blame the pregnancy and the baby now ,eh?) mood swing laa katekan.... Now, is the time for you to be prepared for a very long entry..

About the pregnancy, now i have completed 34 weeks already and i’m in my 35^th week. The last 3 months were way too fast and my belly is like a huge balloon already.. i have trouble sleeping at night also.. at this point of pregnancy, i should be getting a lot of rest but when the baby jumps around, i could not sleep at all, plus the times that i have to wake up in the middle of the night to pay a visit or two to the bathroom.. however, i have to admit it that i love the feeling when the baby is moving inside.... it’s like when i feel like i’m alone, the baby reminds me that i’m not alone at all.... i wonder how my life is going to be like in about 1 month when this little precious shows up... A friend of mine whom wife’s due date is about the same with mine has felt the contraction already, and the contraction is 10 minutes apart. The wife has started to dilate already...and i’m started to feel scared....

Most of you might be guessing that i’m scared of the labour.... that too, but most of it is because i am worried that i could not settle my work before i go into labour... with the students’ assignments, presentation...before i handover my classes to the other colleagues... at least for the EUE codes that i teach, there are only 1 assignment and 2 presentations.... but for the TUE code (that has just been revamped...my oh my...) the are 3 presentations, scrap book, and 3 listening tests... sempat ke mcm nih????? Tak sanggup nk pikir... plus, my name is selected to be observed for internal observation by my KJ.... ini adlh 1 kegilaan!!! But if i am currently trying to take it positively...i work best under pressure (repeat 100 times)... what i do now to make sure that the students submit the assignments on time is to ask them to do the assignment in class.. so there will be no excuse for them to finish it late....if my EDD is happened to be accurate, i have exactly 1 month..for the month of February, i’ll have them submit the assignment during the first week. And have the presentation by the second week.. (that is applicable for my sem 1 EUE students only) not for sem 2...they are going to start the assignment during the first week, by the second week the assignment should have been submitted to me and by the third week, they should be ready with the presentation....so, i have 1 week spare to evaluate the assignment... That would happen IF my EDD is accurate... if it happen to be later than that, i’d be grateful as i am given extra time to finish it all, but i just cannot imagine if THE DAY comes earlier than expected???? GOSH!!!!!!! (this time it’s not the baby’s fault!! It’s just about the timing.. why did mummy and daddy get married in June??????why????...Damn!!!!hahaha...)

Early of this month, i went to Sabah for a vacation with my in-laws.. it was a great one ...and i enjoyed it very much... can u imagine this pregnant lady climb up the hill just to walk on the canopy walk???? Hahaha..tak sedar diri btol kan??? Terrer tau...tp mase tu ade jgk terpikir, what if i terberanak plakkkk time tgh atas jambatan gantung tuh??? But..the hell with it...dah la the emergency bag was left in Bangi at that time...hahaha... takpe, mase tu baru 7 bln, insyallah tak kotttt... the places we visited in Sabah were KK (of course laa..) , Kinabalu Park, Poring Hot Spring, Kundasang and Manukan Island ..and 1 more place Monsopiad Cultural Village....

On the day of arrival, we went around Kota Kinabalu ( Salted-fish market, Filipino market and the market next to it... just to warm up and survey for the souvenirs that match our budget (hehehe...al maklum laa, sengkek..tp nk g jalan jugak). The next day, we went on a trip to Kinabalu Park, Kundasang, and Poring Hot Spring.... it was a very long and tiring journey as we have to passed by jalan yang amat laaaa berbukit... (now that bukit putus and bukit tangga are no longer like that..i’m soo not used to it anymore) for more than 4 hours pergi balik...and on our way back, the fuel was almost empty and my husband (as the official driver) has to play a lot with the braking system (instead of low gear) to ensure less fuel consumption though as an engineer ( car especially), he knew that it was a very dangerous thing to do (using a lot of brake- that is the reason why near Jelapang Toll in Ipoh tu, there were lots of accident due to Braking system malfunctioned... people tend to use brake instead of using low gears )...tu laa..kat Ranau tu tak mo isi minyakk... Luckily we made it to Tamparuli safely and refuel the car....

On the third day, in the morning my husband and i went to the fish market. I went there just to see the fresh seafood that ppl always talk about...and, actually i was in a mission to look for lobster, we saw it at the main entrance, tp org punye laa...after that, we went to Manukan Island...jalan2 kat pulau... the beach was extremely beautiful.... and the water was clear too, we could see the fish swimming... after we got back to KK, we went to the markets that sell salted fish n souvenirs and do some shopping...

On the last day, my husband and i woke up as early as 530 am and we have a mission!!! We want to go to the fish market to buy lobster!!!!! Hahaha....nak jugak! So, we went to the market together with my parents in law.. so, jalan punye jalan, punye jalan... then i stopped at a fish monger ..terkesima melihat 1 spesis udang yg amat besar!! As big as my nephew punye lengan... (note: lengan Amir hakim adlh amat besar dan lazat utk di gigit!!) I asked for the price, and he replied it’s RM 20 per kg...wahh!!! so, on the table there were 6 of it...3 big ones and 3 not so big but as big as the biggest udang galah we could find in semenanjung.... so, can u imagine how big are the big ones??? At first, i asked the fish monger to weigh oneof the big prawns...( we thought it was lobster but after buying it we still didn’t know whether it is really a lobster or not...) but, after found out that it only weigh 300g, we asked the seller to timbang sumer2 tuh laaa...wahahahahha..puas ati aku!! Altogether RM 38. Balik rumah dgn muke amat puas ati, tp sampai umh tanye kak ilah dulu whether binatang tersebut adlh lobster atau tak... This is because my brother n my sister in law were once in somehow almost similar situation (almaklum laa kami nih sume tak pnah jumpe @ mkn en mohd lobster nih) haha... so, kak ilah pon tgk laa binatang dlm plastic tu...lobster laa tuh! YES!!!!! Lps tu kami terus masukkan binatang tu dlm freezer (utk di bawak balik)..

(to be continued).......

20 down...20 more to go..!!!!

now i am already in my 21st week of pregnancy.. well, still i havent gone to the doctor for the ultrasound scanning to find out the gender... my husband and i, we dont really mind that lil one might be..be it girl or boy, we are going to accept it happily...

i have already feeling the sensation of "something in my belly moving around exercising"... slalu gelak sensorang je... the first time, that lil precious kicked me was last week, 18th of october, 2009... takpe laa die blom gi skolah lagi... blom blaja lagi yang tak baik sepak2 mak bapak nih...especially mak laa kan??? haahahaha...tetibe teringat pulak soalan hanan kat mak die...kenapa syurga kat tapak kaki mak??? (soalan tersebut adalah diajukan ketika beliau mengurut kaki maknye)...

btw, my belly is now getting bigger..i only realized it this week..when i first thought there wasnt any big difference in me physically (kata2 orang yg masih lagi belom boleh menerima kenyataan yang beliau sudah beransur buncit)...gambar??? tak nak laa...tunggu kurus baru post sini, ok??

ok laa ..dah tatau nk tulis ape lg nih ....till then bye.... muahhhh :*

memoir: dulu dan sekarang........ selepas 12 tahun.... hahaha

entri ini adalah entri tribute utk en. awak saye...hahaha...dulu dan sekarang...

alkisah, semalam (ahad, 24/10/2009), saya menerima satu "Friend Request" dari Facebook, dari seseorang yang pernah menjadi ustazah saya sewaktu belajar di MRSM Muadzam Shah... dan kebetulan pula, ustazah tersebut merupakan guru homeroom kepada en. awak sewaktu di sana.. Kemudian, en. awak dan saya sama-sama membuka laman facebook ustazah tersebut untuk melihat gambar2 dan mengetahui perkembangan setelah lama tidak berjumpa dengan ustazah ini.... dalam byk2 gambar yang di letakkan ialah gambar homeroom ustazah ni pada thn 1997....di sebabkan gambar tersebut tidak terlalu signifikan dgn saya dan saya merupakan org yg sdg klik next...next..dan next.... maka, waktu utk melihat gambar tersebut tidak laa terlalu lama...akan tetapi, tiba2 kedengaran suara org yang sedang teruja melihat gambar tersebut dan suruh saya berpatah balik ke gambar tersebut.... setelah sampai ke gambar itu semula, en.awak dgn sgt excited dan teruja berkata... "eh, ni gambar saya nih...gambar saya!!!"
hihihi...saya pun perhati kan gambar tersebut lalu berkata... "ooo..ni kire nk tunjuk evidence yg awk penah kurus laa suatu ketika dulu..??" dgn bangganya die berkata, "mesti laaa..well~~"

so this is the picture... approximately 12 years ago...




and this is the latest one...taken during hari raya 2009



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Untuk pengetahuan umum, en.awak saya nih adalah seorang yang sangat laa liat utk diambil gambar..bab2 posing, camwhoring, atau apa2 yang sewaktu dgnnya...beliau adalah sangat tidak berminat dgn itu semua.... tetapi, beliau adalah tidak kisah sekiranya gambar tersebut diambil secara candid... oleh itu, kalau gambar candid, kebiasaannya beliau tak laa sedar dan tak la pandang camera...disebabkan beliau yang seorang nih tak suka bergambar, maka byk lah sejarah hidup beliau tak dapat di rakamkan utk tatapan cucu, cicit piut dan sebagainya.... tetapi kini, beliau bertungkus lumus melayari kembali gambar2 yang di "post" oleh rakan taulan dan sekiranya terdapat gambar dia , maka akan di save kan....supaya dapat mengenang kembali cerita2 lama...

kejadian seterusnya berlaku ketika kami sedang melayari fotopages seorang kenalan en. awak ketika menuntut di U of Minnesota. Mereka pernah pergi fishing trip ke salah satu tasik di sana(yang saya tak tau nama) dan kenalan ini banyak mengambil gambar sepanjang aktiviti memancing berlaku... en. awak saya hanya melihat thumbnail bagi gambar2 itu ,walaupun saya telah mencadangkan agar beliau tengok gambar tu satu demi satu dengan alasan " alaa....saye boleh kenal laaaa gambar saya..." (dengan eksyen nya dia berkata..).. tiba-tiba saya terlihat satu thumbnail yang mcm saya kenal orgnya, lps tu saya pon tunjuk laa dkt dia..

saya : ni awk jugak tak??
awak: tak lah... (dgn muka yg amat confident)
saya : iye...tak caye cube bukak...
(beliau pun bukak laa thumbnail tersebut....)
awak : ntah budak gemok mane ntah nih... ( lalu beliau pun terus save gambar tersebut)

dapat maksudnye??? hahhahahahaha.... saye tak cakap tauuuuuu!!!! this is the picture...


and these are some other pictures that have been saved yesterday...




sekian..terima kasih.....

Lucky to be in love......

hohoho..yer, saya faham...tajuk yang agak jiwang.... tapi itu laa hakikatnya sekarang.
Saya berasa amat bertuah kerana akhirnya saya telah menemui "my better half"....

Entri kali ini adalah sekadar ingin mengingatkan diri saya, bahawa saya adalah di kalangan orang-orang yang beruntung....Saya beruntung kerana:

1) Saya dilahirkan dan dibesarkan dalam keluarga yang sempurna... ada ayah, emak, adik beradik etc... tak pernah tak cukup makan ke, tak cukup pakai ke, atau mengalami kesusahan yang terlampau kott..

2) Saya dilahirkan cukup sifat...tak ada cacat cela (jika dinilai dari segi fizikal), perkembangan IQ pun di tahap normal...Di sebabkan itu, alhamdulillah saya telah berjaya menyempurnakan pengajian saya hingga ke tahap Sarjana... (sungguh tak terjangkau dek akal pada mulanya....)

3) Saya telah berkahwin dengan en. awak tanpa menghadapi halangan daripada mana-mana pihak..dan alhamdulillah, setakat ini tiada masalah yang timbul berkaitan keluarga...dan keluarga mertua juga adalah amat best, "warmth" dan byk buat lawak.... pasal en.awak ni plak, thank god he has been very helpful and supportive from the beginning....di kala keadaan yang mcm nih (dimana saya adalh amat flat dan cepat penat dan lain2...) en. awak byk tlg menguruskan kerja2 rumah.. dia tlg gosokkan baju, jemurkan baju, kemas2...even tolong masak sekali...the least i can do is tlg beli bende2 utk dia buka posa ( sebab saye tak pose ) ....bile pk2 sian jgk kat die, tp nk buat cemana....

4) Saya mempunyai pekerjaan yang tetap dan sumber mata pencarian yang halal....

5) Despite of my irregular menstrual cycle, i manage to get pregnant at the early stage of my marriage.


I've been longing to write about this, tapi setiap kali tu lah terasa, biar lah dulu...nnti2 lah! tetapi, selalu terngiang-ngiang di telinga saya perbualan telefon saya bersama Cik Jeeps a.k.a G4.. Saya teringat beliau pernah berkata...

G4 : Peed, ko tak rase beruntung ke, peed???
Me: Nape plak ?
G4: Yelah, cube ko pikir balik.... tahun lepas, waktu macam nih (dah nk dekat pukul 4 ptg masa tu..), ko baru bangun tido (sewaktu saya buat master).... tahun nih, waktu macam nih.... (1) ko dah kawen, (2) ko dah ada kerja, (3) ko pregnant lagi ...
Me : a'ah laa pak... ye tak ye jugak... dah laa period aku pon tak btol kan??
G4: Haaa... Tu lah!!! Orang lain tu takde problem ape2 pun, tp takde rezeki nk dpt anak... Dah laa period tak betul...cyst lagi... so, ko beruntung...
Me : Ye lah pak...kire aku bernasib baik, kan....

At the moment, i was telling her about my newly found cyst-like image during my ultrasound scan ... So, that's how the conversation came about...

So now, the question is, Should i ask for more??

Ramalan mu benar belaka....

Seperti yang diramalkan doktor beberapa entry yang lalu, saya kini disahkan terkena buatan orang lebih 3 bulan..to be exact, 14 weeks... Disebabkan oleh buatan orang ini, saya telah mengalami muntah-muntah yang teruk (sekiranya tak makan dalam jangkamasa yang lama...sebab masuk angin), loya-loya tahap gaban... dan batuk yang agak teruk sehingga boleh menyebabkan saya muntah hijau (errkhhh!!!)... kalau di awal2 dahulu saya masih boleh mengira frekuensi saya muntah, tapi kini saya dah tak larat nak kira..dah lost count....kerana terlalu byk kali saya telah muntah....

Minggu lepas, ketika buatan orang yang saya alami menjangkau 12 minggu, saya telah pergi scan dekat klinik kegemaran saya (yang terletak di Seremban)... dan apa yang membuatkan nafas saya terhenti seketika ialah sewaktu melihat sendiri kewujudan insan lain dalam diri saya..dan ia bergerak!! saya agak kagum...dan segala loya dan sickness (termasuk sakit kepala berpanjangan yang saya alami) bagaikan hilang untuk beberapa saat ...(mungkin kerana kekurangan oksigen disebabkan saya berhenti bernafas)...

Sekarang, saya juga tidak boleh meminum air kosong (seperti juga Amru), kerana ia akan membuat saya bertambah loya dan muntah... di dalam peti ais di rumah saya, mmg telah tersedia air ribena yang telah siap dibancuh... (tak berniat utk promote ribena) tapi mmg air tu je yang saye boleh minum utk menggantikan air kosong... walaupun nurse menyarankan saya agar mengurangkan pengambilan teh, milo dan kopi, saya terpaksa mengambil milo dan teh O juga... mintak maaf ye nurse... supplement pun kadang2 saya makan, kadang2 saya skip mengikut mood adan tahap keloyaan....

mengenai mengidam...saya rasa saya takde laa mengidam benda yang mustahil utk di dapatkan... pada saat ini, tergambar2 di ingatan saya ialah mashed potato di Kenny rogers.. bukan saya tak makan whipped potato KFC yang lebih mudah didapati, tetapi, saya lebih teringatkan yg dkt kenny rogers tu...

Oh ye...mengenai puasa, saya baru sahaja berpuasa selama 4 hari sepanjang bulan puasa ini... disebabkan oleh sebab2 yang dinyatakan seperti di perenggan pertama entri ini... ini bermakna, saya terpaksa mengganti dengan giatnya tahun depan...sob sob sob....

sekian dari saya...terima kasih....

sabar itu separuh daripada imannnnnnn.....

Owh..hi encik blog... just droppng by to put on some updates of what's happenning lately..
Lately, i'm so so so...........sloppy...melepek2 tahap ape ntah... my body gets tired easily.... and yesterday, my BP (blood pressure) dropped drastically to 80/45...satu kegilaan tuh kan??? so, i went to klinink amal to see dr. zainon and after several times she checked my blood pressure, she decided to refer me to the GH. so, yesterday was the 2nd time for me kene cucuk masuk air.... my first time was when i were in Mecca to perform the umrah... Luckily, the other night i decided not to follow en. awak balik rawang, kalo tak...sape nk anta g klinik...gi spital....silap2 en. awak suruh pegi keje lagi....

in the evening after everything has settled, my parents and i went to beranang...my mother dah tak senang duduk memikirkan anak cucu die tak mandi lagi...and we slept over... this morning (tuesday) my mother has had her routine appointment, amik darah n all...n tetibe je sedar2 after breakfast habis badan2 ku kene kelegate.....allergic ape laa agaknye...tak penah dibuat...
yang penting skang, kene byk2 sabar......... hummmmmmmm (buat ala2 orang nk bertapa )

babai...

Argghh!! i'm down with flu...

yerp.. for the past few days (since sunday to be exact), saye demam... at first, i thought it was just another fever, then came the flu in the combo the next day. However, being a very hardworking person, i still went to school on monday and tuesday.. On wednesday morning, i just couldnt open my eyes, my head was too heavy and my body was aching very badly.. so, i decided not to go to work on that morning...

En. awak promised me to come back at 10 a.m, to drive me to see the doctor before he songlaped my en.maxis berukband... after he was off to work, went upstairs to continue sleeping. at about 945 am i woke up, and the headache was still there... around 10 am en. awak arrived, and take me to the clinic at Sg buaya...jauh jugak rupenye sg buaye tu dgn bkt sentosa...the doctor we went to see was the sister to en. awak's classmate in Jasin... rupe2nye, she was expecting us to come, psl adik die dah talipon...isk isk isk.... So, this is just the gist to my convesation eith the doctor....

Doctor : So afidah, ape yang sakit??
Me : owh, demam.. lepas tu badan sakit2 ...
Doctor: ade selesema?
Me : Ade...tp tak laa teruk sgt..ade laa bersin2 sket tapi takde laaa sampai hidung tersumbat terus....
Doctor: Hmmm..... last period bila nih ???
Me : (apekahh??ape kaitan dengan demam nih??) hmmm..awal bulan aritu...
Doctor : Bile tarikh kawen aritu???
Me : (apakah???) 13 june
Doctor : Kene buat pregnancy test dulu nih... baru boleh saye determine ubat ape nak bagi...
Me : (aramakkkk....) **blushing**

Maka, dengan itu terpakse laa saye buat pregnancy test tersebut....dan negative yer kawan2... tetapi masih juga doctor tu kate..hmm, still ade possibility utk ada sbb mungkin takleh detect sbb awal lagi.... btw, tq doctor for giving me MC that day.. (talking abt MC , i need to go to the office and give the MC )

tapi, saye rase laa kan, now is still not a good time for me to have that little creature, because i am still in the phase of adapting and adjusting myself to the new life, new routine etc... There are still a lot to be altered and compromised.

After seeing the doctor, en. awak brought me to a foodstall which he claimed selling " the best sup tulang in the world" .. but to me, sup tu biase laa...sedap laa dari yang biase2..tapi tahap2 kedai sup utara kat s alam tak lebih dari itu... after he sent me home, he taught me how to play his PS2.. psl die takut saye mati kebosanan.... tapi game die adalah sangat tak menarik...kerana main gitar punye game....so, saye adlh sangat tak berminat...

lepas die dah pegi keje balik, i thought of having more sleep for i had to swallowed 3 pills..i felt really tired.. but then, i dont know what got into me, i magically started to clean the house... al maklum laaa rumah orang bujang dulunye...i did the laundry (bercinta btol nk buat dgn mesin basuh nih...tp apekan daye, kang takde baju...), mopped the floor... susun balik sampah2 yang ade that belongs to en.awak (sebab i didnt know which one is important and which one is not) ... If u asked me, i see most of it as sampah je...because they dont look that important to me, because they were stuffed into a plastic bag mcm sampah....mopped tu byk kali tau..ade laa dlm 2 -3 kali jgk..psl the place was like urghhhh...i dont know how to describe... we havent cooked a single meal in the kitchen yet... lps tu, lipat kain... lepas tu jemur kain, lepas tu ubah kedudukan washing machine... then i ironed the clothes for tomorrow (today laa)...kire kat living room dgn dapur tuh dah ok laa... takut ok kalo tibe2 mertua dtg spot check..hahaha...

baiklah..saye rase itu sahaja buat hari ini... tata kawan2...

PS: tq suria!

Quote of the Day....

"Life is like an onion; you peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep"

What a beautiful saying... thanks to Nini for the quote.... you just have to go with the flow and at time there might be some obstacles ahead which might scare you off, but at the end of the day everything is going to be just fine...

Report of status change.

Hello En. Mohd Blog,
I am now officially changed my status from Cik to Puan on June 13th, 2009 at 11 a.m . I am now officially married to En Luqman Hakim a.k.a budak rayap. To those who made it to my wedding, I really appreciate it. The solemnization ceremony was held at my home in Seremban, and the reception was also held on the same day as my mother rather prefer to have it at one go. For pictures, kindly visit these links; Seremban (1), (2). Thanks to Nala, Suria, Dila, Ira Ayam, Wawa, Kak Wahiza, Kak Niza, Ira KM, Lobak, Zamber, Lynn, Syi2, Fatin, Amiza, Aishah, my SKEK students, and my colleagues for coming to my wedding.

Another reception was held in Bangi at my in-laws house on June 21st, 2009. I would also like to include the photo album of pictures taken on our way to Bangi. (Thanks to Yati, amirul, alina, adib, Nisa, fizah , warine, Junod, Ziegot, Pa'e, Anas and ina for coming).Overall, both reception ceremonies were totally enjoyable yet exhausting. I'm glad that my in-laws are friendly too and suke buat lawak slumber. So far, there is nothing to be complaint about. One thing for sure, i need to start learning Javanese Language as the family sometimes speaks in Javanese bila balik kampung. Kakngah, ajar laa makteh cakap Jawa... Awal2 duduk sana dah kene bawak gi jalan kebun, yang mane ia adalah agak kelakar kerana kebun mak saye pon saye malas rasenye nak pegi(walaupun berbuih mulut beliau mengajak saye pegi)...hihihihi.. lps tu balik singgah rumah (seremban) sekejap amik2 barang.. Only now i know that from Bangi to Beranang there is a shorter way, (i think it is less than 20 KM kot...mcm dekat sgt je)...

I only have time to update the blog today as i started to go to work again today after almost 3 weeks of holiday. Honeymoon?? We havent plan anything yet... but we went to watch movies, karaoke, and shopping to kill the time in between the two receptions. The best part of being married is that i get the chance to get pocket money from my en. awak before going to work, macam mase gi skolah dulu (rase cam kanak2 plak balik) ..hahahaha..yeayy!!!!... kalo alang bace nih, misti die ckp makteh mate duitan..ai loike!!!!..hahhahaha...tp takpe laa... ngeh ngeh ngeh...

All in all, i am happy with my new life. Thank you to my en. husband for making my life more complete.... .

Happy mode...

Guess where have i been yesterday??? So i went to this celebration....




So, i went to this "Hari Pendidik MARA 2009" a.k.a sambutan hari guru die laa jugak...tinggal lagi die panggil hari pendidik sbb it involved the teachers, technical instructors and lecturers from all education institution under MARA. This ceremony was held in GMI Bangi... tempat die sgt laa cantik dari segi landscape, architecture etc...

What about this event that made me so happy yesterday???? hmmm.....

SO, these were some of the parts that made my day...


I met my teacher, the one that gave me the name "Miss Nugget"...(the man in red shirt).. We did some reminiscing in the morning, when we met for the first time after like 8 years, i left MZMS... He was the one that i was so surprised and excited to meet yesterday.... i always talked about him to my mother and wondering how he's been all this while... I hope that he's going to be fine, healthy and blessed throughout his life....


Three of them were teachers in MRSM Muadzam while i was there..... 2 out of three were my teachers... the other one is an MRSM principal, but i couldnt recall the name of which MRSM..yg penting MRSM die ade menang something for their outstanding achievements.
From left: Ustaz Shahariman, Ustaz Ikhwan Khalil, the Principal, Cikgu Saffrin Mukhar Salleh (the reason why i loved Chemistry back then)...

My math teacher, Cikgu Sahla... and me .....hahahaha.. ade cam cikgu tak??? tapi tudung tu mcm dah terkebelakang sket..maklum laa, dah petang ..... i used to sleep while i was answering my math test (yang selalu diadakan pada waktu prep petang....hahahha...sorry ye cikgu...)... tapi kan tido tu mase dah lepas jawab test laa..dah mls nk revise lagi...



Owh ye, lupe nk bgtau... I parked my cark the other day side by side dgn kete Ustaz Ikhwan... hahhaha... :D... One more teacher that i met yesterday was my former English teacher, Pn Nurul Asyiqin Ikhwan Nasir (but i did not manage to catch her after the ceremony to take picture together), as well as Puan Norizan Kasah (mase tu lupe plak nak amik gambar, even though dpt jumpe die after the event was over..) ... I'm so glad to meet them all yesterday...
Supposedly, my other English teacher should be coming because i saw her name in the list, but unfortunately she was on leave and was replaced by some other teacher.

Wedding Invitation....( tajuk mcm decent sket kali ni)

Assalamualaikum ( bace mcm sasha [Din Beramboi] Pagi @ Era)


Dear friends,

As the English sayings " A picture is worth a thousand words", sila laa tgk pictures2 nih ye...

To all my friends, you are all invited....

looking fwd to see you..

Feel free to come...

Hello Moto!!!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
I'm glad to be back here in the blogosphere... some of my friends (jeeps laa tuh.. <-- bukan name sebenar) has already put their blog as private already..... oooo.... isi kandungan 18 SG ke???aku tau laa aku nih baru 15 taun...sian tau.... some of them (ceda<< bukan name sebenar) dah takmo tulis blog dah plak..... merajuk ke??isk isk isk...

so, from the silence of my beloved blog, i guess you would know that i was extremely and super duper busy with my assignments ( busy settling my accumulated assignments), works, and preparation... and i am SO proud to tell all of you people that ALL MY MASTER ASSIGNMENTS HAVE BEEN SUBMITTED, and that means unofficially I HAVE COMPLETED MY MASTER DEGREE......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeayyyy for me....
Jeeps, i have always hold on to your sayings... (sampai termimpi) and i passed it down to others like pjoy n ira, n a few others... moge2 dapat pahala kat ko...hik hik hik....

Actually, there are a lot of stuff i want to jot down, but i dont know which one should i write first...

i) During the period of me being silence i learnt a lot of stuff.. i learn more about people, i.e: students, fellow colleagues, and other people yg ade connection with me (directly).

ii) I have got new nick names from my students ( Teacher Fifi << erkk.....apakah???) and from my other colleagues ( cikgu Mila ...or is it milah ???? ..) belasah je laa labu....got the nickname during Bomba punye camping

iii) Previously, i only taught 5 classes of semester 1, and now, i am 3 semester 2 classes and only 2 semester 1 classes. I'm glad to know the new students, but i pity the students which i have handed over... personally, i felt close with the students...tp nk wat cemane kan?? saye yg menurut perintah laa kan...

lagi ape lg ek...i cant think of any.... nnt lah!!
babai.....

When the technology is gone...

my beloved friend jeeps just can't wait for Saturday to come around...haihh..This Saturday also means that i'm not going to get my beauty sleep until noon.... but i dont know why, it seems to me like Saturday is coming so quick.....jeeps would be happier if she was me :)) jeeps kan?? ni baru muqaddimah.. hak hak hak...

what will happen when you live without the technology??? my en. maxis 'beruk'band has just been rampoked by my en. fiance.... isk isk isk ..therefore, now i feel like living in the ice age again....*sigh* and life started to stress up... works are coming in.... the thing is, saye dah terbiase menjadikan en. berukband sebagai escapism selama ini...di kala boring, dikala gembira mahupun dikala tension...tetapi setelah en fiance buat muke ala2 sedih nk pinjam...maka saye pun bagi je laa...nasib baik laa saye masih boleh menggunakan handphone sbg modem...dan kali ini saya adalah lebih bijak sket dari aritu...saye dah activatekan unlimited access internet pada mobile number saye dan juge saye telah berjaya membuatkan en.tunang bersetuju utk membayar duit internet tersebut..yeayyy!!! walaupun connection adalah seeprti di zaman batu awal....lembab, psl ikut kelajuan phone.... tapi yg paling malangnye ialah, pada waktu en.tunang dah amik modem nih laa baru byk h/work dan kerja2 yang perlu diselesaikan menggunakan internet berkelajuan seperti halilintar.... bayangkan nak donlod attachment yg kat email pon berjanggut acik ni nunggu 'an....ayyoooo laaa hai......... poning den....

kini, sepatutnye saye stay up utk wat kertas final exam utk student, instead saye berblog pulak jadiknye...sob sob sob.... ok lah kawan2...babai...jeepss... HAPPY SATURDAY ye!!

saye perlukan cadangan....

kepada semua kawan2..dan orang yang membaca blog ni...
kebelakangan ini saya selalu berase mengantuk ketika drive di waktu pagi dan malam...( pegi keje n balik umah)...mengantuk yang dimaksudkan disini...adalah amat2 kronik, seperti mmg mau tido di waktu tersebut tanpa perlu menghentikan kete. Saye telah cube sedaya upaya untuk mengatasi masalah ini dengan membuka radio sekuat mungkin.... tapi tetap ngantuk... menjerit2 seperti orang gila utk menghilang kan rasa boring dan ngantuk...tetapi hanya efektif diwaktu saye menjerit seperti org gila tu aje...the moment saye berenti menjerit, saye ngantuk balik...makan chewing gum ...pun hanya pada waktu manis2 chewing gum masih ada....ape lagi?? sila bagi cadangan...

TAG 1

Tag No 1
Here are the rules - post this list on your profileblog replacing my answers with yours.Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- I don't think so..so far no stories from my parents of where he found this name... i only been told about the meaning only..
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- just now... while nobody's watching
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- ABSOLUTELY not! (yeah, pathetic..i know..)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- not sure...whatever that interests me at that moment
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- no, i dont.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- of course
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- at times... but occasionally to those who deserve it...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- As far as know, i have never removed anything from my anatomy...
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- i dont think so...not that brave
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- hmm?? i dont usually eat cereals..but i bought the same as kakngah's nesvita oat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- owh no... too much work over there..
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Grape/blackcurrant
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their teeth
15. RED OR PINK?
- of course laa FINK
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i always underestimate myself..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? (READ :WHO not WHAT)
- hmmm??? my sister ...si rayap besall, alang gorjes....
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- If possible
19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- no pants and shoes... only orange kain baju kurung and black heels
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Overhearing conversation at the round table next to my table ...regarding the minyak urut n tanduk kerbau...n another minyak urut, a colleague just bought (guys pun ade ok!!)
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- I hate to choose color, i love colors...for now, Apple Green
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- I like the smell of my nieces and nephews when they were babies...hahahaha...dah besar ade dah bau telur ...hehehehe...
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- my kerani cuti, who is a very nice lady whom have helped me retyping the claim letter with the correct format.... hehehe...very nice...that's why i need to be nice to everybody
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup. i like chit chatting with her..sometimes over nothing at all...hahaha
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- hmm??? i used to like watching F1, but now... none
27. HAIR COLOUR?
- black.
28. EYE COLOUR?
- dark brown
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- nope
30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- ntah laa..byk, yg sedap2.... too much to list it down
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- zohan...ngokngek btol!!
33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- not wearing shirt...only orange (autumn-like) baju kurung
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- winter
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Hugs
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- fruit punch maybe..or taufu fa...
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to this ?? maybe no one...
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Making Sense Of Data by Glenn J.Wyatt (but trust me...i dont understand. saye bace pon sbb nk sedapkan hati kne buat test..)
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- no mouse pad..
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Intan
42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- hik hik hik.... amr's voice recorded when he was 3 months old....(my sms ringtone alert)
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- beatles better... but not quite a fan laa..
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- from home??alone??kuantan laa kot... if together with someone else, mekah or egypt, which one is the farthest?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- i could sleep while i'm on the phone ...hik hik hik...
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Hosp. Daerah Jelebu
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Jeeps, Suria, Cyeda, Waida, Nazlin, and Everyone nice....

Tag no. 2
4 pekerjaan yang telah saya lakukan dalam hidup:

i. Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan Siswazah MARA (cikguu je maksudnye....tp ade name gempak!)
ii. Data Entry clerk
iii. External examiner (kan kaklong kannnn????)
iv. Penghabis beras kat rumah

4 cerita/drama bersiri yang saya nak tengok lagi dan lagi

i. Grey's Anatomy
ii. The parent trap
iii. Private practice
iv. Sex and the City

4 tempat saya telah pergi dalam seminggu ini

i. IKM KL
ii. UiTM Puncak Perdana
iii. Klinik Amal
iv. Klinik Permata... (saje tanak promosi klinik yg ngokngek lagi satu tu...)

4 Tempat saya patut berada sekarang

i. atas katil...(bestnye..)
ii. berjalan2 survey2 barang sekitar jalan TAR (tp gaji lom masuk lg...sob sob sob...)
iii. duduk berkhalwat menyiapkan byk homework Master
iv. pegi opis sain surat claim..

4 Orang yang saya nak tag....

i. jeeps
ii. suria
iii. waida
iv. kaklong!!!!

~sekian, terima kasihhhhhh~

langkah2 menangani stresss...

hahaha...walaupun sakit, saye tetap gelak besar.... seperti juga kate jeepsy, it is our choice to laugh or cry or whatever we feel like doing....so i choose to laugh and be happy...
owh ye, di sebabkan oleh rase ketidak puas hati-an saya terhadap doktor yang seperti acuh tak acuh (yer!!baru saye menemui/terpikirkan perkataan bahasa melayu die... utk dr yang saye tak suke cara die layan saye tu....), maka saya telah pergi ke klinik yang sgt saya suka pegi itu..walaupun mase tu saye baru balik dr kl berjalan2 survey2 kedai dgn saksik-saksik saye, lebih kurang 10.30, dan walaupun jugak semasa saye register utk jumpe doktor tu ade 10 org lg pesakit sblm saye... saye tetap determine utk jumpe doktor yg saye kenal...utk melegakan stress yang saye alami terhadap doktor yg acuh tak acuh tu( dah laa tak kenal, tah ape2 ntah lak tuh)...

Ape yang saye suke bile gi jumpe doktor kat klinik yg mmg saye slalu pegi ni...
(i) doktor2 die sgt lembut bile nasihat, kalo dgr die cakap..mmg rase nak ikut aje ape die ckp tu...(walaupun, sbnr kdg2 tak ikut pun...cthnye: jgn minum ais, aiskrim etc...hehehe..standard laa tu kann??)

(ii) diorg nih sgt2 laa attentive to our problems/stories...there are 3 doctors in this clinic. 3-3 tu sume baik2 belaka... die dengar kite cerita dulu..senyum aje, takde buat muke kerek2...eventhough ape yang kite ckp tu mungkin salah ke...die dengar dulu...dengan senyum yg tak pernah tinggal (ataupun mungkin muke die nmpk cam senyum??gua pun kompius)... so, usually, before nk gi clinic tu, saye call dulu tanye doctor ape, kalo bukan salah 1 dar yang 3 tu, saye tak pegi....sbb nnt saye akan mengalami perasaan tak puas ati...kalo yang ade tu doctor locums tu, ade 1 je drpade byk2 tuh yg ok sket...compared to yg locum lain2 tu (standard acuh tak acuh)

(iii) saye suke bile diorang explain psl kite punye sakit tu in very simplified word, layman terms laaa.. and they are willing to spend more time during the consultation ... maksudnye, kalo macam jenis yang acuh tak acuh tuh, kadang2 less than 3 minutes pon kite dah kuar balik... maybe because they know how to compensate the time we spent waiting for the turn...

banyak lagi sbnrnye...tapi tak tau nk tulis cemane.... yang penting saye puas ati dah ari nih... dan saye terase lebih sihat pagi ini... mungkin btol psychology kite amat2 laa membantu utk kite berase sihat sepenuhnya.. patut laa mase maklang saye sakit tangan mengelupas2, lepas mak saye bwk jmpe doktor kitorang yang baik nih, besok paginye terus dah elok!!! (magik sungguh!!) sebab die ade laa kot dpt treatment from other clinic, tpi mungkin dlm hati die mcm saye, ade rase tak puas ati ngn doktor tu.... jd susah nak sihat...

about the diagnosis of this doctor yg saye gi jumpe last night... he said actually maybe i got infected due to a lot of stresss and exhausted plak lagi tu.. bile dah terlampau stress dan penat,our immunity system adalah sangat fragileand easy to catch ape pun penyakit2...n tambah plak berdekatan dan berpelukkan plak dgn org yg berpenyakit... lebih mudah laa utk kene... tapi, bile difikir2kan, mmg mase saye jumpe anak2 buat saye yg kne HFMD tu, mmg waktu tuh saye amat2 laa penat and worn out (stress sket2)...yg jenis tak larat gile nk bgn lps tuh dah...bwk kete pun tangen mate adlh sangat kecik....

at least jawapan tuh boleh laaa saye terima..... dan kini saye merasa lebih sihat...

of HFMD and Laryngitis

owh ye...saye masih lagi sakit...masih perit menelan air liur sendiri.... saye sangat confuse tentang penyakit yg saye hidapi ni..... doktor yang saye lawati sblm ni, ckp mmg ade possibility sy kne HFMD, (knowing i had a direct contact with more than 1 pesakit en. HFMD tersebut) tapi mlm tadi setelah pegi ke klinik yang berlainan (kerana tak tahan sakit...) maka doktor yg lagi satu nih cakap kat saye, "Ini bukan HFMD tapi Laryngitis, orang besar MANA ADA kene HFMD..." walaupun setelah saye beritau akak ipar saye pon telah kene HFMD ni dari anak2 beliau (dan di diagnose oleh doktor), die tetap kata itu penyakit lain tuh... Oleh kerana die yg blaja medic dan saye hanye blaja TESL dan Knowledge Management, maka saya tidak mengetahui dengan lebih detail tentang segala penyakit yang ada di mukabumi ini..maka dia lah lebih arif (kot...) but he seemed cam sangat yakin dgn diagnosis nye sikit pon tak de perasaan yang die mungkin silap, n it seemed like he did not 'listen' to the patient..i mean cara cakap die tak membuatkan saye rase senang ati, dan kerek jgk kot...tak mcm doktor2 saye sblm nih kat klinik permata or klinik amal tu...kalo tau, mmg tak pegi klinik tu(demmm!!!)... maka saya pasrah....

walaupun tahap kesakitan dia ade kurang sket lepas mkn ubat yang dia bagi (dan sume takde yg sedap ..sob sob sob...)....it feels weird in my throat jugakkk.....the swelling is lessen but the ulcers is still there (did i mention there were more than 10 ulcers in my throat ?? at the back of my throat, at the sides as well as pangkal lidah...) it hurts a lot to swallow foods or even my own saliva..and what make it worst, nak menguap pon sakit..hilang satu nikmat dunia(harap2 hanye sementara)...demmmm!!!!!

shiannn chabuttt

i'm currently down with high fever.. and religiously taking up my medications to get better... ubat demam/ tahan sakit je ade 2 jenis doktor tu prescribe...ponstan(rasenye) ngan uphamol 500... and that makes me sweating like hell at the moment of typing this... tp menurut mak saye, berpeluh tuh tande nye sihat... dan owh ye!! saye telah dapat MC selama 2 hari oleh Dr. Zainon..

btw, kakak ipar saye suruh berhati2 and be more aware takut kene HFMD (Hand foot&mouth disease)..walaupun adults rarely infected by the disease, tapi die kene,setelah anak2 die kene jgk...shiannnn chabuttt...

dan penulisan entry ini juga adlh disebabkan oleh arahan warden yang amat ditakuti, iaitu cik jeepsy, yang telah mengghaibkan segala entry die sblm2 nih....tetapi masih lagi bergembira... saye amat gembira dengan kegembiraan dan keceriaan anda!!!tahniah!!

KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN!!!!!!!!!!

halloooo....supposedly, my parents and i should be in shah alam at this moment, but then an old friend to my mother just came this evening. we thought i was just a friendly visit 'ziarah2' after years of not meeting or even contacting face to face.. to tell you the truth i dont even recognize this fella, but according to my mother, she was a good friend of her laa... agak 'kamceng' laa this two fellas back then... ibaratnya, dulu if my family (only consisted of 2 my eldest siblings and my parents) came over to her house, she would be catching her chicken to be slaughtered to become the dishes of the day... if you dont know, back then...if the host sampai sembelih ayam utk di buat lauk tuh...the guest must be very special..it should be a very important guests laa... for example, if pengantin baru dtg bertandang ke... atuk nenek datang ke... that important laa... so my mother was excited telling me stories how close they were dolu2...
and then, she arrived with her anak buah laa kirenye...we treated them more special compared to the previous guests we entertained, with pulut (purposely cook.. knowing her coming, the previous guests kitorang hidang biskut azan je pun..) mase berjamu2 tuh, ok laaa...they (she n my parents) did some reminiscence together .... so, after borak2, my father asked he how she's doing..what she's doing now...bla bla bla... and she replied, she is currently venturing into business, and that young girl she brought together was her business partner... hmm.. n then my father being curious, asking her what sort of business?? and his intention was just cathing up with an old friend laa kan...bukan ape2 pun... and then right after makan2, die pun start laaaa nk mendirect selling di rumah kami (cth product: water filter, tupperware, skincare..etc just name it!!).... you know what my father did?? haha, immediately making excuse to the bathroom...and never came back...huhu... sweeett!!!!..i wanted to do the same, but then, sian plak mak saye kne layan bende tu sorang2...takkan laa plak die nak halau kan?? hik hik hik... i gave her (this makcik) a lot of excuses i.e : i still dont have my own gaji yet....and mase die promote skin care tu (knowing that i'm getting married), gua saje je laa cakap, takpe laa....dah ade pakai barang banyak dah..tak cukup cantik lagi ke nih??? (sambil menunjuk kan jari2 ke arah muke dan mengelip2 mate..) tau ape die jawab?????? BELUM!!!! hangat hati gua!!! pastu ade ke die ckp muke budak yg die bwk tuh cantik??owh tidak....tidak same skali...gua tak mau mengutuk ciptaan tuhan...mmg kalo pada awalnye gua ade tergerak ati nak beli pon...gua kensel beb!!!!
yang gua rase tak logik tu, ade ke die lepas tuh promote kat mak gua suruh beli skincare tu n suruh mak gua pakai biar kulit tegang....tapi die tak pakai.... kalo ikut hukum hakam laa kan, bukan ke kalo kite nak suruh orang buat sesuatu, kite kne buat dulu...KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN, kannn???? damn!!!!!!!!!!

welcome to my life!!!

owh..hello en. mohd blog... ape kabar anda arini...
sorry for not being able to update u for quite sometime.. been really busy..i have started working in ikm kl for almost 3 weeks now..
so, most people were asking about the new place, new environment and all.. my life has changed drastically..how to describe my life???let me see.. i dont get enough sleep these days..in which i got too much of it last time...how i miss those days when i could sleep anytime i want.. now, i only have less than 6 hour of sleep everyday...EVERYDAY!!!!! i dont know how i can adapt to this new life of mine very well... i dont know how i do it, but really glad that i can do it... just imagine, i woke up as early as 5.35 a.m. to get ready to go to work... by 6.30 i must be ready in my ride.... if i'm not lucky i'll be stuck in traffic jam right after the sg besi exit, pandan perdana as well as near tesco ampang.. paham2 je laa kalo kat kl ni punye jammed...rase nak beli helicopter jam2 tu jugak...
usually i reach school around 7.50 am and after school at 5, i will go to shah alam for my master classes straight away....usually reach uitm on time, 630... my classes end at 930-945 pm. pastu kne drive balik seremban... the conclusion is... i live a hectic life these days...i reach house around 1045-11.00..n eat ..then i buat door gift sket2 while watching tv ....n go to bed around 12...and wake up again at 535...
smlm i was very tired after work and as soon as i reach school (i reach early yesterday around 6), i rest a.k.a 'terrrrrtido' in my car until 645...it's like, get your sleep when u can while u can...usually i can never sleep that easy.. but then, i must be very very exhausted..
my punch card baru merah sekali..n that was after the thaipusam aritu...tp lewat beberapa saat laa kot ...8.01 am..
about my cuti, i have 25 days annual leave...boleh laa buat cuti sesuka hati...i prefer cuti yg buleh amik mcm opis nih rather than mcm cuti sekolah...then nnti buleh plan cuti sendiri...kan??? hahaha...
so, about the new environment..everyone is very helpful and supportive (so far..)... and i think i am happy to be here... as for the students, i find that they are actually good students, though they are not as bright as mrsm students laa kan, but they are happening laa, i enjoy the classes very much....about the job, teaching is not that hard..i am also appointed as the secretary for preparation for sambutan maulidur rasul peringkat kebangsaan. tp persiapan ikm la..
ok laa...i dont know what else to write...n yess, now i dont have time to do my homework...dammnnn!!!!!!!!

turn around....bright eyes...

yerp..... that's part of the lyrics for total eclipse of my heart..and as usual, takkan ade kaitan dgn tajuk entry... tapi tajuk lagu ade laa sket2 part eclipse tuh... actually, i felt lucky to witness solar eclipse this evening... walaupun tak berjaye jadik angkasawan negara, tak bermakna saye nih tak minat dgn kejadian2 sains astronomi yg berlaku di sekeliling saye..kalo saye sempat, saye nak jugak experience tgk bende tuh..yer tak?? so that, nnti ade laa modal nak cerita ceriti pasal gerhana matahari... tp kalo gerhana bulan, tak laa heran sgt ..psl die diwaktu mlm yg gelap...

so, tadik mase tgh tgk tu sy telah msg ramai org utk ajak tgk sekali.. cth nye adlh spt: akak2 saye, dan jugak beberape kawan saye....suria and nadiah dan dekja...saye sgt excited utk tgk gerhana tuh tadi sbb seingat saye, dulu mase skolah rendah ade laa skali bende tu jadik ( yang tawau boleh tgk full solar eclipse),tp mase tuh kami dlm kelas dan cikgu tak kasi keluar sbb takut kitorang sakit mate mase tu ke ape ke ntah..lebih kurang camtuh laaa reason dia... so, terlepas laa mase tu....

owh ye..saye juge tlh menjalankan experiment tadi dgn telur ayam...telur ayam saye boleh berdiri tegak, kalo takde gerhana tak boleh (rasenye laa...), mcm ada kaitan dgn graviti laa ape laa ntah.. tp itu adlh menurut encik tunang saye laa kan...saye blom jumpe kitab die lagi..nnt saye carik!!

yg turut serta bersama2 saye menyaksikan gerhana matahari tu tadi ialah anak sedare saye yg bernama yaya...org tgk pakai negative film die pun nak...(walaupun die mungkin tak memahami apa2 psl gerhana nih....tp die sgt interested utk teman saye mengadap matahari tuh for more than an hour...saye sbnrnye nak tgk sampai die bukak balik, tp mak saye ajak gi giant utk pegi bli barang...so around 615 (masa tu, die dah start bukak balik laa matahari tu...) saye pun berenti tgk matahari tu...

orait..till then... babai